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[furyfulninja]

Anyway, I was thinking about what I wrote last time, about the money for my dad's funeral. I can't shake the feeling that it was selfish for me to expect that money, but the situation is just too confusing for me to grasp. I just can't get my mind around what my uncle did, it's just so out of character. Even if my feelings about the situation

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[electricsheep_0]

Holy Crap, that sucks ass, Renee. BTW- I'm in town until the 21st, gimme a call sometime, or I'll call you and we'll chill. :-)

[smp91384]

why now have a change of heart and claim hatred?

it's part of grieving, you know that. I mean think about how you might feel if your brother was like your dad and you were in the exact same sit with your brother,
i am not saying you are wrong for how you feel towards your uncle, i'm saying it's not completely unbelievable that he would do that, b/c it's normal to be angry with people after they pass on and leave you behind, if you loved them, and i'm sure your uncle feels like it's his fault b/c he didn't take care of himself, but i can tell you this, i bet your uncle never forgives himself for this, after he stops being angry and starts to move towards resolution/forgiveness that is....