Last Summer Night (12/15)
Title : Last Summer Night
Author: fuschiapinks
Pairings : Kangin/Leeteuk, Yesung/Ryeowook, Siwon/Leeteuk, Siwon/Heechul, Kangta/HyeSung
Length : 12/15
Rating : NC-17
Summary :
There’s obviously something bothered Youngwoon seeing Jungsu in hurt. He felt that he needs to do something.
In a lighter part, some hope about to be rise high enough.
CHAPTER TWELVE
Siwon hold the chair tightly, grimace in pain as it looks like. “Do it slowly, will ya? That’s hurt,” he complains for the umpteenth time.
Heechul sigh while smears the ice bag, wet rag and alcohol simultaneously, didn’t really care of the other opinion on his action.
Siwon grabs Heechul’s hand in a signal for the other person to do it slowly. Heechul just hissed the hand and continue what he’s doing.
“You’re such a baby,” his only respond after Siwon once again shows his pain. Heechul plastered the band aid in one area on the face with quite a press.
“Ouch,” Siwon scream in a tone higher than he expected.
Heechul burst out in laughter seeing the once looks manly gentleman acting like a girly girl.
“What are you laughing at?” Siwon asked in an annoyance tone. He rose up from his seat to find a mirror, figuring out his appearance.
“You are,” Heechul still controlled by his laughter, talking out of breath.
Siwon shifted his gaze from the mirror to Heechul’s, looks very much annoyed.
“If you didn’t want to look and feel miserable, don’t do something like one,” Heechul tease while emphasize on the word ‘look’ and ‘feel’.
“Who do you think I did this for? Receiving hate and now this?” Siwon pointed his index finger all over his bruised face.
“That guy is your ex’s present lover?”
Siwon shrugged, “don’t know about that. Last time I checked, Jungsu still clench on me.”
“Well, obviously you’re wrong then. No one will take that out-of-the-way step if not for someone they care for,” Heechul’s smirk.
You jerk! How come you dump him just like that?!! Don’t you know how much he cares for you, love you? It’s a shame that pure heart need to landed on your dirty one’s. A superstar that praise by many but didn’t know how to praise one, obviously.
Heechul’s right.
The guy was surely looks more than a friend to Jungsu. He looks for Siwon straight in the dorm, coming in as a janitor so it gives him easy access to reach him out.
He’s waiting for your call, day and night. Even a slightly ‘hello’ will cheer him up than a longer conversation from other. He even sacrifice his pride not telling about you, up to the moment that people believe that he’s delusional on having a boyfriend. And you just threw it all away like a piece of crap!
Siwon couldn’t believe his ear when the guy said something about delusional. Is it really like that? Jungsu really did what he asked for, protecting him and all. Only hoping for the best of him.
Have you heard the word gratitude before? I guess you didn’t have it on your dictionary then. I assume your vocabularies only consist of lie, manipulate, betrayal and everything’s in between.
The guy knocks the dorm’s door twice until it opens by one member of Super Junior. Calmly, he requested to meet Siwon. Heechul was there, seeing how polite the guy was when arrives and as soon as his eyes met Siwon’s, there’s a sudden flash of hatred enraged. Heechul can sense something dreadful will likely to happen, that’s why he asked all the other members to leave the living room.
…and there it goes his prediction.
One punch right on Siwon’s face the moment they were standing facing one another, follow by another blow that cost the living room transform into the battlefield. One argument to another that heated increasingly every time one replies the others.
The only thing that Heechul remembers was loud grievance that signaling him to prepares all the medicine that will be needed afterward.
I can’t help it, though. I’m in love with this guy. He’s special. Just special. Jungsu hyung, well, special but he’s my past already. He’s not the same person I know the first time I’m with him. He changes. I don’t know why, but he is. And this guy is just perfect. He completes me. He cheered me up. He makes me laugh. He makes me feel needed. He’s adding color to my life. The thing I didn’t get from him. Hyung become… flat.
Heechul knew he’s in accountable. He’s in the wrong situation to love somebody. He shouldn’t smiling hearing Siwon defends him like that. He should push him away. Ask him to stay faithful.
…but it’s feels right.
It started with the fan-service, a new marketing tool that their agency likes to try. It already a success one in Japan, but never before been use in Korea entertainment industry. Having Heechul and Siwon to runs the new program was a perfect plan. One represents masculinity and another is quite feminine. Two of the most distinguish out of all members of Super Junior.
There goes the plan. A little touch there, holding hand, another skinship, hugging and the next thing they knows, they end up sharing the same bed. Exchange stories, laugh, pains and butterfly just hold them in between. Not wanting to fly some other places.
“I have a lover. I should say this to you earlier on. I didn’t know that things turn out like this. It just … fast.”
They lie on their bed, fingers linked to one another, helplessly exhausted after their last concert and a bunch of messages that Heechul accidentally saw.
“I’ll let him go. I need to be with you. He’s my past. You are my future.”
Heechul knows he should stop Siwon that day. He should be the one that stepped back. His mouth was stiff, restrain him to say something. He could only lie there, underneath Siwon’s and locking their heart in unity. It seems perfect that it can’t break.
“I need to call him,” Siwon hiss.
“What?” Heechul focusing back his attention to Siwon’s. He see the other guy is turning his back on him, looking for something on his backpack.
“Jungsu. I need to call him,” Siwon repeated, “where’s my fucking cell phone when I needed the most,” he gush, switching on the drawer to find it.
“Why would you do that?”
“So that he knows that brat of him was causing a mess here. What a brutal. Going here just like that and turning this place in a clutter.”
“You do know that you deserve that, right?” Heechul gives another his infamous grin.
“Stop it, Chullie. I did it for you. Don’t make me repeat it all over again,” Siwon hiss and gladly found his cell phone under the chair he once seated. “I have enough that Chil Hyun hyung scold me on the phone and slap me when I met him backstage. Not to forget what Pil Gyo sunbae did to me as well, not physical, but that glares is scare hell out of me,” Siwon’s shudder at the stare, the man gave him. It sends him shiver all over his body.
“That is obvious. What we did is wrong and what you did is awful,” Heechul stopped. “You should go meet him and talk it out, not message him like that. You’re not with him for only days. That is just rude.” Heechul stated the fact.
“If I meet him, it will be a total chaos, now just let me finish this,” Siwon place a kiss on Heechul’s and ask the latter to stop talking while he dial number on his cell phone.
“Yah, Jungsu hyung. you wouldn’t believe what has happened,”
Heechul can only shrug. He’s indeed in love with the man.
***
Pil Gyo is still preparing breakfast when Chil Hyun enters the kitchenette and peek him a kiss on the cheek, beaming written all over his face.
“What makes you so happy this morning, baby?” Pil Gyo asking in behind the kitchen’s counter.
“I finally finish this music score, the one for Jongwoon and Ryeowook,” Chil Hyun smirk while grabbing coffee from the dining table.
“Really? Do you put the lyrics already? I gave you the chorus line that you want me to do.”
“Yeah, it is. It’s turn out really well. Hear it out,” Chil Hyun shifted his seat to the keyboard. They put a keyboard in the kitchen and family room since sometimes idea to makes music come during leisure time.
“Wow! That’s brilliant. I’m sure both of them can interpret the song lovely,”
“Thank you, honey. And it’s because of you too,” Chil Hyun kiss his lover again, now on the lips. Soft and slow.
“Did I tell you guys already? Too much PDA in the morning isn’t good for other to take,” Jungsu pout when arriving at the kitchen.
Both of them let go their affection and laugh.
“I’m sorry, dear. Please blame your cousin,” Pil Gyo blames the other man.
Chil Hyun can only grin upon seeing his two most important people in his life argue one another. “Where’s Ryeowook?” he asks after Pil Gyo serve them omelet.
“Picking up Jongwoon I suppose,” Jungsu reply coolly when all of them suddenly hear some noise originating from outside the apartment, “there he is, I guess.” Jungsu take a sit at the dining table, eyes wandering all around the kitchen area, not seems focus.
“Well, it’s good that they finally fix their problem,” Chil Hyun smile.
“Uh hum,” Jungsu can only nod while playing with his cell phone on the table.
“Maybe you should also fix yours and Youngwoon,” he’s adding, still in a smile.
“What?” Jungsu almost drop his phone, didn’t believe what he just hears.
“You and Youngwoon. I didn’t see him around lately,” Pil Gyo nudged his arm as a signal to stay away from other problem.
“I didn’t have any problem with him,” Jungsu reply in confusion, trying to figure it out where did Chil Hyun can get that conclusion.
“Ah, there they are. Hey, Jongwoon, Ryeowook, let’s eat first,” Chil Hyun calmly change the subject.
Jungsu scratched the back of his head, Pil Gyo can only frown at his lover careless behavior while both Jongwoon and Ryeowook only nod in delight upon joining the breakfast.
“Well, Pil Gyo and I finish the score already. We’ll try to match it with your voice,” Chil Hyun open the conversation casually, act like there’s nothing happen before.
“That’s fast hyung, Ryeowook just told me two days ago about this plan,” Jongwoon can’t hide his excitement.
“Well, your brother’s plan is good, Jongwoon. Youngwoon really have a brain in term like this. I couldn’t dare to fail the plan if we didn’t execute it soon enough,” Chil Hyun chew up a piece of baked potato into his mouth.
“He is, I never thought he could come up with that idea,” now Jongwoon can’t hide his pride over his brother.
“He’s a great brother,” Chil Hyun stress out the word ‘great’ and wink at Jungsu.
Jungsu can only try to interpret the wink in desperate. He sometime didn’t understand the way his cousin’s mind works. He lives with him almost the entire life, yet guessing his cousin’s mind still remains mystery.
“We can practice with the keyboard first. Ryeowook, you know how to play the keyboard, right?” Pil Gyo change the subject while glare to Chil Hyun in a flash. Chil Hyun can only let out a small smirk in response.
“Yes. I can try to play the score,” Wookie nod politely. He does still in astonish state every time facing the two sunbae in front of him. Jongwoon rub the back of his body as a part of calm him down. Wookie gets stressed easily in time like this.
“That’s good,” Chil Hyun interrupted. “Where’s Youngwoon, by the way?”Chil Hyun ask again, calmly as ever. Pil Gyo nudged his arm again.
“He said he had something else to do,” Jongwoon shrugged his shoulder.
“He said he want to be here to see the practice,” Chil Hyun raise his eyebrows, he shifts gaze to Jungsu’s, “you have any idea where did he go, Jungsu?”
Jungsu that still cutting his potatoes with a fork, unaware of the question, can only give an unsettle answer, “why should I know where he was?”
“I don’t know. You both usually exchange,” Chil Hyun dodge another potato to his mouth, “…things,” he continues nonchalantly.
Pil Gyo, Jongwoon and Wookie shares the understanding gaze, not trying to interrupt the other two and continue their breakfast in quiet.
“We didn’t share things regularly,” Jungsu cut another potato with the fork, “we have our own live as you might aware we are.”
“See,” Chil Hyun respond in calm state. “I just think it’s good if you hang out often with your friends, to forget,” he stopped and stare at Jungsu’s, “…things.”
“What..” Jungsu couldn’t finish his words when suddenly his phone ringing. “I’ll take this first,” he see the caller ID then grimace a bit before actually flip the phone.
“Who is it from?” Chil Hyun asked in curiosity. He senses something wrong with Jungsu’s behavior.
“Emm… friend,” he excuses himself. “Just friend,” he firmly repeats then excuses himself to the far side of the apartment.
“I would totally give that boy another lesson if he still manage to disturb,” Chil Hyun say in an irritate tone.
“Who do you referring with that, hyung?” Jongwoon ask politely.
“His jerk ex’s,” Chil Hyun straightly answer.
Pil Gyo nudge Chil Hyun’s arm again.
Jongwoon and Ryeowook share a gaze.
“He did have a boyfriend,” Jongwoon murmur while Wookie nod in agreement.
All four of them stay in silent until Jungsu end the phone call and suddenly excuse him that he needs to go out.
Chil Hyun, upon seeing Pil Gyo’s stare, can only agree and let go of his cousin, still in disbelief.
Pil Gyo rub Chil Hyun’s arm as a way to calming his lover and assure him that Jungsu can handle his own matter.
***
It took Jungsu almost an hour to arrive at Youngwoon’s place. First he had a hard time finding an empty cab before he decided to take the regular bus, then he couldn’t find Youngwoon in the office. Luckily, he met Kyuhyun, somehow feeling Jungsu’s urgency, suggested him to look for Youngwoon in his apartment and gave him the address.
He’s never been to Youngwoon’s place before, Youngwoon always the one that brings him home. That’s why Jungsu’s amazed to see how luxurious the place is. It’s an apartment complex located in Samsung-dong, one of the wealthy districts in Seoul. They have many towers and Jungsu was kind of lost to locate the one mention by Kyuhyun’s messy notes.
It took him another 15 minutes before finally arrived in front of the door that exactly the same as the one in the note. Youngwoon’s place is kind of large. One whole floor is dedicated to him and his brother, actually. There’s name plate stated Jongwoon, Kim - Youngwoon, Kim placed right in the upper middle of the door. There’s a bell not far from the plate waiting to be pressed.
Jungsu suddenly felt uneasy. He stopped in front of the door, holding the note and fell silent.
Jungsu’s was complicated, he didn’t know what to say nor even realize what to do. He didn’t even know why he finally managed to come to the apartment?
Why was he there? Was it really needed to ask Youngwoon why he punched Siwon? Why couldn’t he just call him and ask? Why did he come instead? Why was he curious about the reason behind Youngwoon’s action?
Jungsu couldn’t answer all the questions in his head. Though, he didn’t have any courage to press the bell also. He only stood there wandering.
Maybe I should go home. There’s useless to be here and suddenly ask about that incident. But, Youngwoon punched Siwon, why did he do that? Was he defending me? But why would he defend me? He didn’t have any benefit from doing that. Omo, I got confused. I better go home instead and clear of my mind first.
Jungsu turned his body and decided to leave the place. He needed to clear off his mind before able to face Youngwoon. He pressed the elevator button and waited for the door to open. Impatiently, Jungsu pressed the button over and over again, until it finally open. A man came out from the elevator.
“Hyung,”
Jungsu stunned.
Youngwoon stood in front of him. His hand held a small plastic bag that Jungsu noticed, since it was a clear plastic bag, filled with some boxes that looked like medicine. Youngwoon try to cover his face that is bruised, but Jungsu already saw it. Without realizing, Jungsu reached Youngwoon’s face, let go of Youngwoon’s hand that still tried to cover it and start caressing it.
“What happen?” Jungsu couldn’t help but ask, although he already knew the answer.
Youngwoon turned his head and let go of Jungsu’s hand once again, “It’s okay, hyung. I’m fine.”
He then, not being able to face Jungsu, walked to the apartment and put his index finger in the machine locates near the door. Once the door opened, suddenly Jungsu grabbed the plastic bag from Youngwoon and entered the apartment first.
“Where’s the kitchen? I will take care of this. You just sit.” Jungsu instructed while pointing the plastic bag.
Stunned by Jungsu’s sudden action, Youngwoon could only point to the location of the kitchen helplessly and take a seat at the couch, not far from the door but have a clear view of the kitchen.
Jungsu opened the plastic bag and unwrapped the boxes of the alcohol and some other antibiotics. He cleaned his hand and took a basin for carrying warm water. Youngwoon observed Jungsu. He still didn’t understand what had brought Jungsu to his apartment. But somehow, he didn’t really care. He felt somewhat comfortable by Jungsu’s presence.
“Why are you doing this?” Jungsu asked while washing Youngwoon’s face with warm water and put on some alcohol.
Youngwoon grimaced a bit when the alcohol reached his wounded face. He didn’t have any answer to Jungsu’s question. “Sorry, please hold a while,” Jungsu continued his works on Youngwoon’s face while asking again. “Why you need to come to him and do all of that?”
Youngwoon stunned, “How did you know?”
“Siwon called me.”
“That bastard. How dare he still call you? What did he say? Are you okay, hyung?” Youngwoon raised his voice, feel disturbed.
“It’s okay, Youngwoon - ah. He didn’t say anything, instead telling me that you came to him and say not to… well, not to do something to me,” Jungsu face red all of a sudden. He washed the rag and took a moment to let go his face from facing Youngwoon.
“You shouldn’t be treated that way, hyung. It’s just not fair. You sacrifice everything for him. Hide your relationship for him and look what he’s done to you. I just…” Youngwoon lost words to explain.
“You shouldn’t do that. You didn’t need to get yourself into my problem. I am fool, Youngwoon -ah. I know that. I know that sooner or later this will happen; I just didn’t want to accept the situation. He changed. He has changed so much since the day he became Super Junior. I feel it. But I think that love fooled me, blinded me to see, I still believe that everything was just temporary. He will eventually become the same person I used to know. I can’t even say if this supposed to be called love or not. I was fool to… just believe in him… it was …” Jungsu couldn’t continue his words, tears started falling.
“Stop it, hyung. Your mind is too precious to think about him.” Youngwoon took the rag from Jungsu. He then let go wipe the tears with the rag that Jungsu used to wash his face before.
Helplessness, Jungsu sat and cried. He couldn’t stop the tears that keep falling from his eyes. He saw Youngwoon tried to comfort him and he did feel comforted. He knew that this is the only time he can let go all his sorrow. He held it too long for himself.
“You can cry now, let go everything. You will feel relieved after this, hyung.” Youngwoon caressed Jungsu’s hair while still wiping Jungsu’s tear.
Jungsu took a sit closer to Youngwoon. He felt really comforted and put his head on Youngwoon’s shoulder. Youngwoon’s held him even closer. He put his right hand around Jungsu’s waist. He wanted to give the older one all the necessary tranquility that he needed. He hated seeing the tears fell down on Jungsu’s. They stayed in the position for few minutes.
When suddenly Jungsu turned his head facing Youngwoon, “I should taking care of your wound. You have it because of me after all. Why am I here and complaining my problem instead?” He rushed his hand to reach the alcohol on the table near them.
“I’m okay, hyung. My face’s hurt but your heart’s more hurt. It’s easier to heal my pain.” He held Jungsu’s wrist to take the alcohol, causing them to face each other close enough that each can feel other breath. They looked deep in each other gaze, not knowing what to do or what to say also.
Time just stopped.
Without knowing who started first, they were engaged in a kiss. It was a soft kiss at the start that they could feel the softness of each other lips. They both closed their eyes, enjoyed the kiss itself. It was getting passionate when Youngwoon pulled Jungsu’s body closer to him. He wrapped his arm around Jungsu’s waist. Made the latter put his hand around Youngwoon’s neck, gave a more intimate distance for them.
They inhaled for breath and not wanting to waste any more time, quickly involved in another passionate kiss that resulted a moan from both of them. Youngwoon took the initiative unbuttoning Jungsu’s shirt without parting their kiss, let go his undershirt and start playing with Jungsu’s nipple simultaneously with his right hand while his left hand was now caressing Jungsu’s back and bump and squeeze it once in a while.
Jungsu broke apart the kiss, let go a hard moan, couldn’t stand the excitatory that Youngwoon gave to his nipple and back. Youngwoon took the opportunity to suck Jungsu’s nipple and left red marks every here and there around the chest. He even more aggressively played with Jungsu’s back as he put his left hand inside Jungsu pants and going inside the underpants. His right hand traveled around Jungsu’s chest, down to the waist and stop at the bulge.
Youngwoon felt hesitant for a while, Jungsu put his hand above Youngwoon’s right hand, a signal for Youngwoon to continue. Youngwoon started to squeeze the bulge area passionately and moved his lip to give Jungsu’s another kiss; giving an extreme pleasure to the older one. Jungsu let go another loud moan. Taking a slight opportunity, Youngwoon let go of his shirt and now both of them were already shirtless. Jungsu could feel the warmth of Youngwoon’s body when they’re pressed one to the other for another passionate kiss.
“I want to feel you, but not here,”
Youngwoon’s husky voice seemed like an ecstasy to Jungsu’s ear, made the latter will do anything to hear it again. Jungsu knew the meaning of the words and couldn’t help but nodded agreeing. He wanted to feel Youngwoon also. Completely.
Youngwoon kissed Jungsu again and without breaking the kiss apart, he held Jungsu bride style and brought both of them to his room. He put Jungsu slowly in the soft bed and started to open his own pants before let go of Jungsu’s. Jungsu could only lie helplessly seeing the younger one doing all the works. He blushed hard when he sees Youngwoon naked body and cover his face with pillow when Youngwoon start kissing and sucking his cock.
He felt his whole body full of excitement that wanted release. He played hard with Youngwoon’s hair trying to release some of the tense. He let go the pillow and moan again, but it get intense as time went by. Jungsu could feel that he almost there.
Youngwoon sucked Jungsu’s cock hard. He enjoyed all the pleasure that came. Both of his free hand squeeze Jungsu’s bump. He could hear Jungsu moan went louder than the previous one. Jungsu almost got it. Youngwoon wanted to give a full pleasure. Youngwoon put one of his finger inside Jungsu’s back entrance. He looked up Jungsu, looking for a reaction.
“Take me, … woon-ah…., please…,”
Jungsu could only speak irregularly and blubberingly under the influence of lust. Youngwoon flipped Jungsu body slowly and took a position to put his inside Jungsu’s. He has already waited for it since they kissed on the couch. Youngwoon inserted his cock slowly. Having no significant reaction from Jungsu, aside a constant moan, he began to thrust it in a regular speed that became more and more rapidly. After several thrust, Youngwoon could feel significant different reaction from Jungsu’s body.
“I am going… woon… I…,”
Youngwoon get the message well. He took out his cock and turn Jungsu’s body around. He gave Jungsu a passionate kiss and thrust his cock in front of Jungsu mouth. Jungsu took Youngwoon’s cock and suck it wildly. Yooungwoon screamed a hard moan upon Jungsu’s action. With the half standing position facing Jungsu, Youngwoon tried to reach Jungsu’s cock and started whipping it with his hand.
They stayed in the position and let go a constant moan that get louder and louder.
“I’m coming,” Youngwoon gave his husky voice once again to Jungsu’s ear. Youngwoon suck Jungsu’s ear without letting go of his hand from Jungsu’s cock and gave the latter more pleasure than he already had.
“Together, Youngwoon ah,”
Youngwoon nodded in silent and tried to match their rhythm. He enjoyed every pleasure that Jungsu gave.
Youngwoon released it on Jungsu’s chest while Jungsu’s proof of excitement covering all of Youngwoon’s right hand. Both of them full of sweat and didn’t want to break apart one of another.
Jungsu managed to take tissue from the side table and cleaned all the mess, while Youngwoon took any opportunity available to kiss Jungsu. Head, forehead, cheek, lip, ear, neck, just anything practically.
Jungsu kissed back when he finished all the cleanings. None of them wanted to break apart their intimate distance. Jungsu pressed his body to Youngwoon’s, didn’t want to let go, need to have the full warmth the other body offered. They shared another passionate kiss before fell asleep with each other body covering another.
Youngwoon held Jungsu tight. Jungsu buried his face in Youngwoon’s chest, finding a real comfort. They shared the same blanket, cover only up to both waist. Their body still sweating hard but they feel comfy inside.
It’s summer though.
The heat was insane.
Both of them were sober.
Nothing could go wrong on a day like this.
It was a clear and bright summer night.
END OF CHAPTER TWELVE
Author’s Note:
aaarrrggghhh… my first time kind-of-long-smut…. *hide face* ….
Hope it didn’t show much of a letdown … be gentle on me pls *sheepish smile*
Thank you so much for catherine_leite to beta-ed the last scene... :)