I just feel yuck. I need a break. I need someone to talk to. I just want to break free of the mundane and crappiness of life right now. Blah...

When Sarah visited a couple of weeks ago, she left the seasons of Veronica Mars. I've had some time off so I've been watching it again. Have I mentioned that I love Logan?

Anyway, today and tomorrow I am stuck in a conference. I am also the only one at home. It's nice having my Thursday night back! I just wish I could sleep in.

I have had the song "Freshmen" by the Verve Pipe stuck in my head for a week or so. It is starting to drive me mad. I really just wish it would get out of my head ( Read more... )

I just wanted to let everyone know that I went to the headache doctor the other day. I haven't had a major headache in just over 8 weeks. The doc was pleased with my progress and told me to start cutting back on my daily meds! Isn't that exciting?

Here lately I haven't been myself really. Well I think that starts with the fact that I really don't want to be myself. I feel almost trapped. I want to go somewhere anywhere but I just am not motivated. I not really excited to do anything. I just get through the day and then there is home stuff that doesn't really seem exciting. I guess I'm at a ( Read more... )

Here lately I haven't been getting much sleep. I've been going to bed at the normal time and waking up at the normal time. I've been adding more things to my day to wear me out. But the issue is the pills. I ran out of nighttime meds for 4 days. I was waiting on the pharmacy and the doctor to communicate and get their acts together. I didn't think ( Read more... )

 I need to update this soon! I've gotten really behind... but I have to go now. 
I'll be back!

 Today was a good day. I was finally able to take my mom to Fired Up (think Fireworks) to finish off her birthday present. (Mom's Birthday = April 9th) I wasn't too late but I think she was ok with it. She had a pretty good time. We both decided to do the bubble technique, which was a lot of fun. It was the first time I had ever tried it but it was ( Read more... )

How I wish you could see the potential, the potential of you and me ( Read more... )

As of right now, 7:00pm on Monday night, I have slept 74 out of the last 115 hours.  That is not normal or good. I am really sick of sleeping but more importantly I am sick of this headache. It just won't go away. I've had it since Thursday morning. The only thing that is keeping me alive is that it comes and goes. I really hate my cluster ( Read more... )