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[futureinflames]

I don't know why I'm even bothering to update....this weekend is a complete blur. I was in Reisterstown all weekend and had a lot of fun....back to work tomorrow morning. fuck me sideways.

I hope you feel better Jessica, if you wanna get dinner tomorrow or one day call me<3 love you.

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[liesunfold]

I tried to explain the best way i could about how i felt, Its not easy. Because i dont know all the reasons why i feel the way i do. Some reasons are because of what you know of. Some are just because... Im lonely. Im depressed sometimes. I tried to explain how i felt about our friendship, I tried to pull out all of my concerns and put them on the table for you to see. You blew up. Like always. You never allow anyone to explain reasonings to you, You take all to the heart entirely too fast. You dont give anyone a second to express themselves. I tried to explain my situation, You comment to me about how you feel like youre missing a lot in my life. And you are. BUt then you throw things back into my face, Like how i dont work, and you do. BUt see.... Your dad took you out and signed for you to get a car, He pays/paid for your gas and helps with your payments when need be. I dont have that luxury. You dont have a child to worry about. Just a vehicle, a posession. And a job. A Need. Something that doesnt really mean anything. I have a