Right on so i've been called a lot of things in the past week =) It's awesome my personal favorite consists of 3 words... Well 2 and then one that isn't even a word. Oh and THEN ON TOP OF THAT being ridiculed by someone for some of the same stuff they do. I'm sorry my daddy never bought me some big expensive vehicle so i can feel all good about ( Read more... )

So a while ago i asked. What makes a hero. I've thought about that alot. I would venture to say i know now what a hero is. Not by how they are characterized, because i think everyone has a different sense of hero. No not by characterization, but by how they apply to you. As a matter of fact I'm going to share this with all of you ( Read more... )

Well, yet again i've managed to screw up a good thing. I guess my dad was right to say i'm a failure. My mom too. So i just wanna say this to everyone out there. Thanks for believing in me, but don't bother anymore. I've accepted the fact that i do nothing right. And I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt u! Maybe one day we'll talk again. I hope so at ( Read more... )

So this it's been a bit since my last update.. I just think i need to say i'm a fuck up. For some reason, i can't seem to do anything right. I don't feel like i've succeeded in anything other than basic training. I'm sorry to anyone i've hurt or upset. Actually, i'm sorry to one person directly. You should know who you are. I'm sorry i didn't get ( Read more... )

Well everybody, I've talked to my Sergeants today, and made my decision. I will be going active duty this summer. More than likely an MP but it's not signed yet. I may even venture into the Military Intelligence field. To get a step up on becoming an Army Ranger. We'll see how things go. Anyway just thought i'd fill everybody in.

So I'm sittin here at my computer...it's 1:30AM i've got nothing to do. I got a call about an hour ago. Good friend of mine Private David Johnson. He's comin home soon enough. He was tellin me about how much he misses Bay City. Well i got to thinkin...Really, Bay City isn't great. Bay City BLOWS. But the people here make it all worth it. Met a lot ( Read more... )

So here i am, sittin here contemplating where to go after school? Why don't ask cuz i don't really know, just one of those moods. Alot has happened in the past week. Good, Bad and Ugly, but i wouldn't trade some for the world. Other things i just wish i could change. If i had played my cards differently, my friends would be better off, and an ( Read more... )

Well everyone, i'm home...yep...chillin time till school starts. So get ahold of me... New cell, 980-6014 hit it up.

Well everyone, it's been a long 10 weeks. But it's over, i graduated from hell today. It was sweet. All i've done all summer is blow stuff up, shoot stuff, and learn to kill. So technically that makes me a trained killer doesnt it. But nothing about me has changed. I'm still the same person, just a bit stronger, a bit faster, and a bit older. Hit ( Read more... )

Well everybody, this is it...I won't be writing in this anymore for AT LEAST a couple months. I have 5 days till i leave for basic training... I'm sittin here thinkin about all the things i havent done this year that i want to. And i've decided rather than waste time sitting on a computer updating live journal..I'm gonna go do those things. Don't ( Read more... )