I'm so easy to hate that it's sick..

[futureslayer]

You know, I was so excited about today. I even got out of bed at 7:30 in the fucking morning to go and get the cat. It all started off good, the lady gave him to me, and he was alright. Then we got in the car. ALL he did was cry, even though I was right there comforting him, or at least trying to. Meowing would seise when Mom paid attention to him

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noone hates you

[xdejaxentendux]

Bekah, you're not alone "like fucking always". May I remind you, you have a boyfriend who practically worships the ground you walk on, and two loving friends who really care about you, even if we go through some hard times. And to say that "noone cares about you" is not true. You have the three people I mentioned before, and eventhough your mom is WAY difficult, she cares about you too. If she didn't you wouldn't be living with her, she wouldn't buy your Buffy magazine, DVDs, ect. And, ok so your cat has a tendency to be around your mother mor. That's only because your mom practically locked Xander away in her for a month without barely any other human interaction- the cat'll come around, he's even gotten better with you since the first night you had him. My point is don't go and say that "you're not good enough" for anyone, before you think about things in your life a little more.

forgot something...

[xdejaxentendux]

props on the iconage- I have a vague remembrance of it when you showed it to me at your house, but I was half asleep (lol). anyway I really like it, and I think you did a good job....i also forgot...
loves,
becca