What a surprise, another fight with Jake. Well it was more of a, "Wow you are an ass", realization for me, instead of a fight. I let it go. I don't feel like fighting right now. I'm sick. I'm tired. So we were on the phone, and I hung up with him so I could go eat. I called him back like I told him I would..but while I was eating I heard footsteps ( Read more... )

Yes, here we go again. Old habits really do die hard. For the last 15 years, all I've ever done is look around at everything that I don't have. I never had much to appreciate anyway, so I figured, who really cares? I don't, and if I don't than there's no way in hell that anyone else could even possibly consider paying attention. But, things have ( Read more... )

So I stole this from tripzydaizy, because it is awsomely cool and you all need to fill this out about me, okay? Love me with comments, mkay ( Read more... )

WEEEEEEEEEE!! I made my icon! WOOOOOTTTT...very happy. I'm being used by my boyfriend just so he has someone to make out with, but hey, I'm HAPPY. All it takes is an icon..lol.

Don't steal it. Give me pretty comments on it. Evanescence rrooocckkkss! YAY! lol.

EEERRRKK. I do NOT feel good. I've been all sickly since Friday. It's Tuesday. That's five days of being in my house. I haven't even went outside. I have the flu, but Mom says I might have to end up going into the Urgent Care because it's really bad and I might need antibiotics to get rid of it. I've already missed two days of school..and I think ( Read more... )

My list of why I love Becca...and hey halley's is around here somewhere..I'll probably redo that one too..lol sorry for the long waitness ( Read more... )

Blame xdejaxentendux for writing the list of why she loves me and posting it..now I have one for Jake..and soon a revised one for her..

REASONS TO <333 JAKE ( Read more... )

Weeeee....I am happy now. And a bit pissed off because MOM will not leave me alone. Gah. And my sister's coming home. And I talked to my asshole of a father today. And fought with my Jakey. But all is better. Shit is going to go DOWN tomorrow with me and Kari though. She is always all over him and I found out today that Jake is trying to get away ( Read more... )

I've tried to explain what it's doing to me ( Read more... )

Wow, a monday that wasn't all that bad. I really did NOOOOTTT want to wake up this morning, and its around 9:30 and this is the first momment alone I've gotten all day. But besides my sleepyness, it's been alright today. We picked up Jake this morning and drove him and his sister Mandy to school..so we got to hang out in the hallway and do our ( Read more... )