there's nothing ever wrong, but nothings ever right-such a creul contradiction.

[futurewhiteguy]

i talked to mr. swain today. it depressed me. i wish i was half the musician that kid is. he will be amazing someday. he has so many sideprojects. i cant wait to play our scotts jam. itll be awesome. he told me how much he misses molly and how much he doesnt like micheal. i dont really know micheal but ive always been a big fan of molly. i was

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[menrfilthyswine]

babe.. don't be jealous.. there is no reason to be jealous.. and i do want you talking to your friends.. i want you to be able and hang out with whomever you want with or without me.. and if you were to see your mom and sister i'd go with you.. even if it was kind of awkward.. i wouldn't care as long as you'd be able to see them and be a bit more comfortable with my presence.. you don't need me all the time.. i'm not that great greg lol.. i love you and i just want you to be happy.. i'm sorry your dad was being a dick and i'm sorry the way you feel about your mom.. i can't take back or change what they have done but i know i am here with you now to comfort you and talk to you whenever you need me.. i'm not just your girl friend i consider us really best friends.. i wouldn't want you as best friend to be upset and even more i wouldn't want you to be upset as your girl friend.. i'm not going anywhere so don't worry.. although this chick who's talking to me online does want to get in my pants.. lol.. honestly don't be jealous and when we

[futurewhiteguy]

i love you. i know how bad you were feeling with you wrote this and the fact that you could still care enough to make me feel better is amazing. i love you so much. dont ever forget that. i dont know where id be without you.
GREGGER

[hollow_impath14]

i know you've never cared too much for my opinion, especially when it comes to the ladies in your family, but i'd do something subtle, like a card. write a little note on it, a NICE one, but then you can forget the phone call if you like. that way you don't have to speak with her at all, but you still show that you have a heart by sending her a card. that's what i'd do, so maybe it isn't the smartest thing to do, but i figure it's the best of both worlds. you make contact with your mom, yet you never have to talk to her. hope all goes well, whatever you may choose to do.

[futurewhiteguy]

i should try that. thanks for your advice. i might try it i dont know. im too cheap to buy her a card. i should draw it.!!!!

[hollow_impath14]

that'll always work!

[killtheswine]

okay chances are this is going to piss you off.. but oh well.. you know I love you anyway

[futurewhiteguy]

look i didnt mean to make it seem like max is a dick. i think it sucks that he didnt stand up for molly. ive always been really upset about that. otherwise i think hes a good guy and you know i think that. if max asked me id probably do anything for that kid. hes my extended family. thank you for yelling at me about how much jenn loves me. you know how i get. im too selfconcious. i dont know why. i just dont feel like i deserve jenn. i think shes way too good for me. she is. im so blessed to be with her. im blessed to have a friend like you. i know i havent talked to you much lately. i know that when i do its about jenn. i cant help it. shes the only thing on my mind anymore. i try not to but if i dont talk about her i cant think of anything to talk about. thats why i think our ims suck because we try and talk but nothing really hapopens. i want to talk to you more. ill put in an extra effort, i pwomise. i love you. and not only are you my best friend but your my favourite sister. dont forget that!
MUCH LOVE
GREGGER

[killtheswine]

I loves my Greggy! <3