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[futurexperfect]

I still havent put pictures up because honestly this is my first time at the computer since my last post. Ive been working over nights as a personal care assistant. Iwork till 4 am come home and sleep until about 9 because I either have to work as a secretary at 10 or help my father out with the kids, or do church work. I swear every day that I

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[_adayliketoday_]

i just thought about this... what color did you dye your hair?

[_adayliketoday_]

cause i mean the brown was pretty awesome.

[futurexperfect]

the same exact brown. because i had bleached it twice in january, the dark dye just wont hold. This is my last attempt for now, the sun and chlorine this summer will just lighten it anyway.

[_adayliketoday_]

well good... cause looks really good brown.

[futurexperfect]

im pretty sure that was some sort of insult in the beginning...maybe im just on the defense. I don't 'get off' on spreading myself thin, I just have a hard time saying no and worry about being a dissapointment. Theres a difference between feeling like im responsible to handle a lot of things and making myself feel better by handling a lot of things.

don't I have any other friends who are pastor's kids??? please back me up!

[futurexperfect]

you've met my family and know that the house I grew up in is constant structured (and sometimes not so structured) chaos. Yes, I feel at home and comfortable when Im busy. I didn't say I was spreading myself thin in my post, simply that I didnt have a lot of time for the computer and that I was not sleeping enough. I think my post (besides the bekah thing) was fairly posi. I guess if that point didn't get across, here goes: I am very positive and upbeat about this summer and all the great things to follow it no matter how busy I am and enjoy being.