I know I know......I'm the worlds worst updater. I've actually pretty much been sick for the past 7 weeks. First I got bronchitis for 3 weeks. Oh boy was that a joy to have. I was coughing until tears came out of my eyes and my head killed. Then on November 1st I ended up getting my period and it didnt end for a month. I dont know what the hell is ( Read more... )

Yay so I FINALLY have time to make an update. Last Friday I decided to lie to take the day off from work. And what did I do with my day off? Oh I went with Erin and got my nose and industrial done. The odd thing is my nose hurt more than the industrial. Im surprised that I didnt back out after seeing Erin shiver when she got her industrial done. I' ( Read more... )

Yeah so I havent exactly posted in like 1,000 years. Works been pretty good. Ive been doing like an hour or so overtime every week. I kinda have a thing for one of the guys I work with but theres like 3 strikes against that. 1. I dunno exactly how much older he is. 2.He's far from my type. 3.My mom wouldnt exactly approve b/c he's far from white. I ( Read more... )

I guess it's time for me to update since it's been so long. Last Friday was Warped Tour so I went to that. We ended up taking the stupid ferry since my mom and aunt thought it would be safer. We got to the Tweeter center at like 12:50 and stayed until 5. I met a band, more like a brother & sister, named Sunset West. They arent bad. The brother is ( Read more... )

Welp today starts my 3rd week of work. It's getting better. I got my 1st paycheck last Wednesday for $284.55....I can so get used to getting that money. This week I'll be getting even more since I worked Saturday and got $13 something an hour. Today I'm no longer training too so I'll probably be stressed out. Hopefully the guys will be nice since ( Read more... )

Welp I started my new job this week. I love the job, my coworkers, and even my supervisor....but I cant perform the way I'm suppose to. Im considered a dryer and I have to put my hands in these HUGE gloves in a box, but the gloves are 5xs too big for my hands. It sux that I was born with really small hands. Today Sherry(my supervisor)said she'd ( Read more... )

Im praying this job is worth the hell I've gone through. I got at the drug place thing ontime yesterday and had to wait like a half hour nefore being called back for part one of my physical exam. By the time I got back in the room my anxiety was sky high because I saw needles in one of the dr offices. So my hand were so shakey and thats what I had ( Read more... )

Yay so I got the job I applied for. I just got the call back today, and I have my drug test/physical tomorrow. Hello $9 an hour. I can't wait to actually have money for once. I had my 2nd interview last week with the supervisor and he took me through the place. It's basically putting some kind of weapon protection thing for the military together. ( Read more... )

People piss me the fuck off. I'm surprised I haven't gone nuts yet. The stupid bitch I was working for decided that her husband who can't even turn off the stove and oven by himself is fine and I don't need to work anymore. I'd be fine with that if she had called me and told me this. But no the dumbass never calls me and just leaves me hanging ( Read more... )

I'm so stupid. I have a bottle of xanax to help me with my anxiety, and I just don't take it. I guess I'm afraid of growing dependent and dealing with withdrawl. effexor was bad enough but I know xanax will be 500xs worse. I should take it though because it's whats going to help stop the anxiety that has ran my life for the past ( Read more... )