i miss him so much .... i j ust i dont know sometimes its hard to be the good little christian girl... i want so much to be bad and not have to worry about things but i cant do it i jsut cant and it tears me apart just thinking about it.... sometimes its just too much i cant control it and i go over board and thats how i feel with him and i ( Read more... )

ok well i had an urge to update.. i have nothing interestting to say just felt like an update ( Read more... )

hey all today was fun .. i am so sore from gtting up at 6 these past morning adn riding my bike with leah. fun times

then band was a load of fun not..

come tell me to tell him some tell me to hike my leg some tellme to ask him to homecoming adn others tell me not to think about it what to do what to do

like is complicated bah

night

the wind is blowing outside ( Read more... )

i touch you
do you feel me?
i look at you
do you see me?
i smile at you
do you smile at me?
i walk with you
do you walk with me?
i talk to you
do you talk to me?
i smile with thoughts of you
do you think of me?

I dont know how to be myself ( Read more... )

this is for you ( Read more... )

ok maybe it didnt delete it it just didnt show up on my screen stupid me oh well. bah

i hate this stupid thing gosh it didnt update my thing. ok a quick over view ( Read more... )

well ok i had a good day well a good weekend. i had to work friday night and then saturday til 4 and then i went to balloon fest with cathy to watcht eh KC jazz band. and the fireworks were great ( Read more... )