im so upset right now. i try to act like im ok but really im not..eric is leaving in like 2 weeks. and it sux...i dont want him to go but shit happens..i just really need your support..especially ashleys. i kno she will be there for me and i dont kno what i do w/o her..but im bout to cry so ima let yall go..love ya

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how is every1? im good..worked yesterday..just wanted to tell the ppl who commented on my last entry thx..i really appreciate having friends like you. if it wasnt for you guys, after eric leaves i would break down. im goin to miss him terribly but we are going to get thru this and stay together. we are just meant to be. he is my soulmate.cant no1 ( Read more... )

hey every1! whats up? sunday was our anniversary for 2 years. that was great. we didnt do anything much but it was cool. i also got a job at kmarts and worked yesterday. it was cool. eric and i realized it is 6 weeks til he leaves and as it gets closer im getting more upset. i wish i could just jump in his pocket and go with him. as all of you kno ( Read more... )

hey every1 whats up? nothng much here just bored...anyways this is to ash..im sorry for blowing you off that isnt what i meant...i just thought that you wouldnt want to diss your gma..and the reason i called at 4 was cuz we went home then we left again and i wanted to call and let you kno..but anyways yesterday we went out and bought audree a ( Read more... )

hey everyone whats up? not much here but guess what? eric and i will be getting an apartment in like say... two weeks!!! that is like so cool... he is moving out closer to me now so i can see him every day...he is at work and he just scared the shit outta me by callin me in school...yea..but not too mucch to say so se ya later...update more soon ( Read more... )

hey every1 whats up? not much here. just actually thinking about eric cuz today he is supposed to be getting his surgury done on his thumb. yesterday i had to take audree to the doctors and she had to have her blood taken so that sux big time. but she did better than i thought she would cuz she only whimpered a little and she didnt move or anything ( Read more... )

hey every1! just sitting here waiting for class to end and eric to text message me..it always scares me when he does cuz it vibrates.lol!! erics dad is expecting another baby soon. he already has a girl so hopefully this ones a boy. he is also going to get married next month too. thier anniversary is 5 days before eric and mines. ours is coming up ( Read more... )

hey friends..whats up? nothing much here just sitting here with audree....eric just called me at 930 this morning..didnt expect him to be up yet..lol..anyways, ash was over yesterday and audree was playing with her...oh yea! if you ask audree what her full name is she says..audree nichole clay..aint that cool? she is 2 and a half yrs old and can ( Read more... )

whats up friends? not much here just chillin in my health class....bored cuz im already done with my work....so whats been up? nothing here...been talkin to ash alot and eric and i are great...cant wait till next month that is our 2 yr anniversary...wow it sounds wierd saying it ya kno? cuz this is my longest relationship...but anyways i gotta go ( Read more... )

hey ppl...guess what? joey chapman..that asshole...is in the hospital for achohol poisoning..haha!! serves him right...every1 told him not to drink or to at least cut down but did he listen? nope!! so now his ass is in the hospital..and britney goes here now..which is cool..i guess..i wonder why she didnt say anything to me and ashley? oh well ( Read more... )