i am the head of the chicken with its head cut off.

[fuzzyapricots]

it really bothers me when i can't figure out stuff. and when i'm too tired to push myself to try harder to learn new things

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[blackismysoul]

woa. what else would lj be for.

[clenched_fist]

my whole life i guess i just got use to feeling comfortable inside my head
and relying on peoples tolerance of my faked obliviousness to it all.

i'll feel pretty comfortable to tell almost anyone almost anything, and i don't even know why.
it's weird.

it just seems like everyone knows whats going on a lot of the time.
and a lot of the time i'm just scooting by in la la land not really caring about anything but my cycling inner thought processes.

I really wish I was able to articulate these components of my life as you can. every time I try to I get stuck in thought cycles, nervous, anxiousness.

I struggle with these as well everyday. But I’m learning to be unattached to my thoughts. because all of them are subjective. I must balance my invisible world with my physical world.