wow i cant believe how easily people are impressed... i wonder if anyone i know actually looks into what they read. no one appreciates just plain blunt anymore... really, how can someone say a bunch of big words and have people admire it whether it is sincerely heartfelt or hypocritical bullshit... i wont be a hypocrit by telling you that saying ( Read more... )

why are my worst days always the ones that seem ok to everybody else, why do i worry, why do i care, i really just shouldnt, all of you apathetic people, what is your secret, bc i seem to be a person who cares more than one should. if anyone has any ideas on how to just not give a shit about anything, just let me know.

hello, im in second period, just thought i would tell everyone hi, if you really love me, tell me that you love me,,, so i better get a comment from everybody.

im done with real life, im sticking to books from now on... they are so much better than the real thing anyway... and most of them have happy endings, or at least bittersweet, i wish i knew what that was... so yeah, im just gonna rely on pessimism, beer, and books.

-me

shitty day, got better with whataburger, got better with bad news, then i analized the bad news, realized that i felt horrible about it, shitty day again ( Read more... )

i guess im kinda mad, WHAT THE FUCK is the problem... you know pretending like you dont have anyone when you have friends that give a shit about you is like being rich and complaining that your brand new ferrari came with 2 extra miles from a test drive the day before... or being the fastest person in the world and being mad bc you only beat ( Read more... )

how are you suppose to feel when someone you love is getting burned by someone. i mean someone you want is getting hurt by someone you think is taking your place... how are you suppose to feel? wanna test love, i have the test here, i passed... i feel like shit, even though i said, dont you know dating doesnt mean what you think it does, when you ( Read more... )

so i got accepted to fsu... i got the letter yesterday, twas a good day, oh and kay did too, tell her congrats

i was going to write something, but it would be obvious, and i am assuming a bit, even though i know im right about this one issue, but still, people get offended easily if you are ambiguous... i guess the only thing i can say it, i thought i might feel better, but i cant i guess i must wait

feel better

-michael

alright so i didnt wake up well, i didnt have a good morning, i went to target and got a fucking awesome cd, john mayer trio, i wondered why i have to sit at home while everyone else is having the time of their lives, and i want to know why the FUCK everyone has defected from me. i fucking swear im not sick and if i were im not contagious. i always ( Read more... )