Hmm...

[fwufferz]

I don't really know why I feel the way I do these days. I feel like everyone is judging me, like I have to constantly strive to make a good impression. This constant pressure leaves me crawling back to my hole, because I can't live up to what I want to be. It's the same hole from childhood, where I peeked out at the world and was scared to leave

Comments

[chu_totoro]

awwwww don't be so harsh on yourself deb. they always say we are our own harshest critics.

i think sometimes if you can't... you can't. and it's not because you suck are incapable, it's because you literally can't and it's totally unreasonable to expect ANYONE to do that much

i know when i'm busy it often feels like i "can" do things that different people request of me but actually you only "can" on the condition that you only do like... 2 things. and not all 10. and a lot of people asking you for this and that won't *really* know how much else you have to do, or how difficult/time consuming something is going to be, but just because they don't doesn't mean it's not totally ok to reject them and let them know that you're busy or not as capable as they think you are. and "i can't" is a totally valid response.

also, if this is stemming from league you should ignore it because league has the rudest, stupidest, most inconsiderate community i've ever met in my life-_________-

hope you feel better after a good night's sleep!

[asnstalkerchick]

*hug. You're fine. You're perfectly fine. Nobody is judging you, they're too busy trying to not cave in to their own pressures. Just do the best that you can do.