So I wrote this poem my sophomore year and i think it's one of the best I have ever written...so yea...

Dreaming Big

The walls are crumbling, all around ( Read more... )

so my old therapist Dr. Cobb (Gary) called me back today about setting up an appointement again and as of right now I believe I'm gunna see him on June 3rd. I'm happy about this...really. I felt so much better when I was seeing him that I know he can help me more than ever right now. He's a great guy and a good doctor so ya...okay back to ( Read more... )

Shawn and I have one weird relationship. One minute it's like pulling teeth to keep a concersation and the next we're all fine and dandy. I don't get...i really just don't get it but whatever! He's a cool kid when he's in the right mood haha. I dunno...it's just wierd. I dunno....all i know is i really wanna be at Sean's right now haha but it' ( Read more... )

So I have this idea in my head that these Quogue guys are just being nice to me. Like secretly they hate me but they're nice to me because I sell CDs for them and promote the band so obviously they have to be nice to me. I dunno...i'm just a paranoid loser. They probably don't even care about me like I'm just Allison you know what I mean. And ( Read more... )

So after much confusion I was finally able to hook up with the Quogue guys at Sean's house to get CDs. It was good times. Toria and I went out to eat at the resturant Jay works at and after that we went with my mpm to pick up the chrystler and from there Toria and I headed to Sean's house under the impression that practice started at 7:00. So we ( Read more... )

So i got to sleep in again today woot woot! That makes me so very happy...all i have to do is go in for english as pointless as that sounds but I have too so yea...which reminds me i need ot wake Jay up so we can figure out about hte car haha. I need it to go to Sean or Colton's tonight...i have no idea where they're practicing so i'm just gunna ( Read more... )

My sister cuts...my 13 year old sister. She's only done it a few times from what i gathered but she cuts herself. And she got it from me. When I told my mom about it all she said was 'See I told you that you're a role model for her...' I don't think i could feel any worse about myself than i do right now and it's all my fault. It's all ( Read more... )

Yesterday, all my troubles seemed so far away ( Read more... )

General InformationState your full name.:Allison F Mitchell Do you like your name?:not really If you could change it, would you, and to what?:No I wouldn't it's still a part of me Tell me your age.:17 Relationships/LoveWhat do you want your wedding to be like?:Traditional. In a church with the white dress and flowers and i want it during the ( Read more... )

Today has been really hard...I speant most of it crying. I feel like such a terrible person for everything I've done I also feel so incredibly alone. It's weird how one thing can hurt so many people around you. I try so hard to make everyone happy and the one thing that would is if i quit smoking. The only way to make everyone back off is to ( Read more... )