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She smelt like over dampened sweetness; like roses that had been left unpicked under the naked sun.  In some form, sharp-but not overbearing.  She was humming a melody which was almost perfectly fitting.  Some aren’t used to the female form, and for that some I see her as being intimidating.  She was the type of woman that was just that; all woman ( Read more... )

should just float on.

Like anyone would be
I am flattered by your fascination with me
Like any hot blooded woman
I have simply wanted an object to crave
But you're not allowed
You're uninvited
An unfortunate slight
Must be strangely exciting
To watch the stoic squirm
Must be somewhat heartening
To watch shepard meet shepard
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I wish you would die.

So I could hold you up high.

I could keep you as sacred.

But you keep on living, and ruining everything.

Because you’re so cheap.

You’re so cheap.

All the respect I have for you, caves beneath my feet.

You’re so fucking cheap.

And how many times have I told you to stop-take your time and think.

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When I open my eyes it’s all I see--

You’re so disgusting;

so disgusting to me.

When I walk around it’s all I feel.

The cold on my bones-all your mistrust;

I can taste your greed and lust.

All the good I taught to you is lost.

All the deeds I made for you forgotten.

When I die and they lay me to rest;

please know, it’s you who I regret.

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You feel that cold twinge inside of your soul, inside yourself.  It’s so cold, you feel, any warmth is welcome no matter the price you pay.

When that warmth comes, it feels blissful and right.  This is how you should feel, the coldness seems so far away at that point-to the point you’ve already forgotten how it feels.

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