Hate
Title: Hate(drabble)
Pairing: Jinda, Ryoda
Hate
"Just shut up!"
"Why should I? You're just being a stupid, pansy ass like you always are!"
"God, why can't we ever just get along for longer than a week?"
"I don't know, maybe because you're just a prissy little princess who always needs her way!"
"Yeah, and you're just a arrogant asshole who can't think of anyone, but himself! You know what, Ryo? I just can't do this right now."
"What do you..."
Ueda hung up the phone before his boyfriend could continue. That's right. He, Ueda Tatsuya, had been dating Nishikido Ryo for two years. He was not quite sure how their relationship had lasted that long when all they seemed to do was constantly fight. He knew he loved the younger man and he knew Ryo loved him in return, but was love all that was really needed to keep a relationship? Tatsuya wasn't sure anymore. In the beginning, he had believed that stupid Beatles song 'Love is All You Need', but as the days went on, he began to lose faith that two people who seemed to have horrible communication skills and could only bicker at each other coudl last in a relationship.
With a big sigh, Tatsuya got up and made his way outside for some fresh air. He went out onto the fire escape and sat down with his head in his knees. He didn't need this now. His life was stressful already without the added stress of his constant fights with his boyfriend. He wasn't quite sure what to do anymore or how much more he could take.
He let himself get lost in his thoughts as he tried to sort through his feelings. He must have sat there for what seemed like hours, only being snapped out of his reverie when he smelled someone next to him. It was a mix of cigirettes and cologne that he just hated. He looked up to see Jin standing by the door smoking. Tatsuya just glared up at the younger man who seemed intent on ignoring the other's presence.
They stayed like that for awhile, until Jin threw his cigrette bud on the ground and stamped it out. It was then that Jin's gaze met Tatsuya's. The look in the younger's eyes caused Ueda to stand up. He hated that gaze. In fact, Ueda Tatsuya hated everything about Akanishi Jin. He hated his hair that was always styled in a way that seemed awkward to Ueda. He hated the man's eyes and how they always seemed to look down on everyone else. He hated the man's arrogant smirk. He hated the feel of the man's body against him when Jin had Tatsuya pinned against a wall, like he did now, and he hated how his body reacted to the contact. He hated the man's breath, the disgusting smell of tabacoo constantly filling it, and he hated the feel of it against his skin and how much it made him want to kiss the younger man. He hated the younger man's calloused hands and how they would slip into his pants to give him much hated pleasure. He hated how the younger man was always there when he was at his weakest points, whenever he fought with his lover. He hated how Tatsuya could never find it in himself to resist the seductive man. But most of all, he hated that he couldn't stop himself from cheating on Ryo, the man he was so sure he loved.
Pairing: Jinda, Ryoda
Hate
"Just shut up!"
"Why should I? You're just being a stupid, pansy ass like you always are!"
"God, why can't we ever just get along for longer than a week?"
"I don't know, maybe because you're just a prissy little princess who always needs her way!"
"Yeah, and you're just a arrogant asshole who can't think of anyone, but himself! You know what, Ryo? I just can't do this right now."
"What do you..."
Ueda hung up the phone before his boyfriend could continue. That's right. He, Ueda Tatsuya, had been dating Nishikido Ryo for two years. He was not quite sure how their relationship had lasted that long when all they seemed to do was constantly fight. He knew he loved the younger man and he knew Ryo loved him in return, but was love all that was really needed to keep a relationship? Tatsuya wasn't sure anymore. In the beginning, he had believed that stupid Beatles song 'Love is All You Need', but as the days went on, he began to lose faith that two people who seemed to have horrible communication skills and could only bicker at each other coudl last in a relationship.
With a big sigh, Tatsuya got up and made his way outside for some fresh air. He went out onto the fire escape and sat down with his head in his knees. He didn't need this now. His life was stressful already without the added stress of his constant fights with his boyfriend. He wasn't quite sure what to do anymore or how much more he could take.
He let himself get lost in his thoughts as he tried to sort through his feelings. He must have sat there for what seemed like hours, only being snapped out of his reverie when he smelled someone next to him. It was a mix of cigirettes and cologne that he just hated. He looked up to see Jin standing by the door smoking. Tatsuya just glared up at the younger man who seemed intent on ignoring the other's presence.
They stayed like that for awhile, until Jin threw his cigrette bud on the ground and stamped it out. It was then that Jin's gaze met Tatsuya's. The look in the younger's eyes caused Ueda to stand up. He hated that gaze. In fact, Ueda Tatsuya hated everything about Akanishi Jin. He hated his hair that was always styled in a way that seemed awkward to Ueda. He hated the man's eyes and how they always seemed to look down on everyone else. He hated the man's arrogant smirk. He hated the feel of the man's body against him when Jin had Tatsuya pinned against a wall, like he did now, and he hated how his body reacted to the contact. He hated the man's breath, the disgusting smell of tabacoo constantly filling it, and he hated the feel of it against his skin and how much it made him want to kiss the younger man. He hated the younger man's calloused hands and how they would slip into his pants to give him much hated pleasure. He hated how the younger man was always there when he was at his weakest points, whenever he fought with his lover. He hated how Tatsuya could never find it in himself to resist the seductive man. But most of all, he hated that he couldn't stop himself from cheating on Ryo, the man he was so sure he loved.