Whoa. I haven't updated for years. So much happened and i have no idea where to star. Yeah, first of all, my relationship with my boyfriend broke, literally. Right now its so fucin' complicated that last two weeks i have had this feeling "go sleep, sleep next day, dont wake up no matter what, dont answer your phone, dont do anything, because no ( Read more... )

My world is breaking down. And i've been freakin' blind the whole time. Right now i cant even look in the mirror because i hate what i am right now. I'm still just a kid so why this is happening, i really dont have power to handle this right now. Fuck. Maybe i should just sleep couple of days and pretend to be dead ( Read more... )

Two days, i haven't been sleeping in two whole days. I'm a bit tired but right now i really dont have time to sleep. This morning i had a dentist (god i hate dentist!) and in the middle of the night i tought it would be vicer i wouldn sleep at all. I'm such a genius! After i walked there and back (4 miles) i'm totally ready to collapse to my bed ( Read more... )

I have a feeling that someday my head is going to explode. Right now i have no idea what the hell is going on in my head. I feel somehow frustrated. Now idea why. I still keep wishing that i could go back in time. 5 years ago, when i still didnt know anything about real life. No worries, just hanging out with friends, drinking and having fun [smirk ( Read more... )