I Try To Tell Myself It'll Be Alright. . . I Know I Shouldn't Think Anymore Tonight

[fyer_eyes]

Ok so yesterday's post I was a little upset. I am, however, pregnant so my hormones make my emotions all crazy. You guys are right he probly is dealing with all kinds of shit down there and he's waiting for the right moment. This just all really SUX and I want it done an over with so he can come home

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my dearest love

[zen_duelist]

I have just managed to get ahold of a computer, I am so upset and sorry I haven't gotten ahold of you sooner. I have been, let's say, at odds with Sandie... I.E. a busted lip and a partially black eye... but now I am able to actually interact with Saphira... she has just cut 3 teeth and started to walk. I have pictures of her to bring back. I love you so much. I look at the pictures we took at the mall everyday. I see you in the happiness of this part of my life that I do not have. I see your beauty in all that this world leaves me lacking. I have come to realize now that although in my daughter's eyes I have love, in the reflection of your eyes I have worth. I am sorry I haven't been able to get to a phone, but you wouldn't believe how far it is to a pay phone from this suburbanite neighborhood. At least 3 miles

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[fyer_eyes]

Snuggle Bunny!!!!!! I'VE BEEN SOOOO WORRIEDI just barely got to read you're reply to my post. . . and this was after the Email I just sent you 5 minutes ago LOL Just please keep in mind I sent it before I saw you write and try to forgive my insecurities. I love you soo much. I can't believe she got you in the facehole!!! That's a mature response for a 33 year old mother figure