Forgiving people for such big things they did to me that hurt pretty bad is hard. But it seems pointless to lose someone who was one of my best friends over something that will never be fixed. So... I'm done being angry over this and im sure you know who you are and what i'm talking about and it feels good to no longer care. This was hard for me to ( Read more... )

Death

People amaze me...

Drinking has fucked with my life... Brought me new friends (Made me question my trust about old friends as well) ... Gave me some good times. Well when one of the things that it has done to me is bad then what am I to do? Seems like good times don't come around much anymore... I'm not doing the whole "life sucks" thing just thinking of ways to ( Read more... )

Happy New Year everyone ( Read more... )

Fuck New Years. Oh and next time I drink and your with me or near me... please take my cell phone away. I do stupid shit with my cell phone along the lines of calling / texting people when im drunk.

So, CFL recently went down the drain and looks like most people are gone for good. This doesn't effect me to much seeing as how im not to fond of competetive gaming. Games in general are so bland to me anymore. I get more enjoyment out of playing money exhcnager, joust, or puzzle bobble than I do anything else anymore. Maybe the end of CFL will be ( Read more... )

I am so stupid and I assume things far to much. That is all. My mind has been fucked up for the past 2 days although I haven't talked to anyone about it or acted like it.. it has been.

Everyone else updates on their life and such so sure why not. Life has been going back forth between good and bad for me. Although patience and the little things that keep me going always make it better, So the more of those I have the better things will get and the better things will be. The Gears of War tournament is coming up in 2 weeks and ( Read more... )

Can't wait till Christmas break woo... I start driving this week as well if I wanted to but im very lazy and dont feel like going into the license branch. How's everybody else doing?