where the fuck have i been?!?!?!

Nov 08, 2004 22:44

ive missed myself here...i check my little lj every so often to see if ppl care enough to comment...on my last entry, i was so proud of myself...50 days without cutting and no one congratulated me...or even said i shouldnt be so proud myself...or something stupid of the sort. comments make me feel loved...lack of comments make me feel like im not ( Read more... )

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yobadself November 8 2004, 21:09:38 UTC
I could have SWORN I commented to that - I *know* I typed up, "omg, congratulations! That is so fucking awesome!" or some such, but knowing LJ, it messed up and said, "the system is now in maintenance". I've been getting that message a lot lately. I genuintely apologize, and please believe when I say that I really did type something to that entry, it just must not have worked. I'm sorry - you're doing GREAT! And please keep it up.

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fyre_pixie_chic November 8 2004, 21:39:02 UTC
well...thank you for the comment, even if it wasnt recieved...

i wish i could keep it up...i have to start over...*sigh* i got in a really bad way shortly after i wrote the entry...8 cuts from a triple razor blade and a pretty masssive burn wound later and im here...

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yobadself November 8 2004, 21:49:51 UTC
Oh, doll, I'm sorry. *huge hugs* You got that far, and you know you can do it again! Go for even longer next time. I know it's hard, like I've said before, I've been there...but if I can go *counts* almost two years now, I know you can do it too! Much love. :)

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fyre_pixie_chic November 8 2004, 21:59:00 UTC
i know...so i made it to 53 this time...i'll go at least 75 now...*deep breath* i can do it

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pinknocorisu November 9 2004, 09:14:05 UTC
take care. hope you feel ok. i read your posts, even tho sometimes i don't always comment.

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fyre_pixie_chic November 9 2004, 11:16:59 UTC
im ok now...i feel alot better...i missed school today, really depressed this morning, but im ok...mom set me up with a therapist tommorrow afternoon...ive been avoiding seeing one, but maybe it'll help.
thanx so much for caring...and i make it a point to read your posts as well...

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lilraw November 17 2004, 23:34:49 UTC
You know...I hate the mall too...

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fyre_pixie_chic November 20 2004, 17:40:43 UTC
who doesnt? its the worst place in this town. it should be bombed. the only reason anyone goes there is socialize and buy a bunch of crap that no one can really afford that way they can carry around their numerous bags as a sort of social status marker. very irritating

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