you know what? All week I've been pissed off at all my so called friends. But then I just read my past entries, and it hit me. It's not them...it's me!! I'm such a horrible friend. idk if you have been keeping up with my entries...but if you have you know about the whole Johnny thing and the Shane and Crystal thing...well get this I went out with ( Read more... )

today my mom told us that since my brother (9) has been helpin around the house and me and my sister haven't, that he's gonna have a 5$ a week allowance..which WE don't have. lol but now that i think about it almost everything we need we get.. but still wat the hell is a nine year old gonna do w/ 5$ a week?? Buy stupid toys.. and rite now we r ina ( Read more... )

please don't ask me HOW this came up but jus kno that i have decided to talk to Crystal..mostly because i talked to a very wise person (my mommy!!) lol but she told me i can't save all my friends from everything and she's rite i was jus bein too much of a baby to see that. soo now we're talkin but i don't think we'll ever be as close as we were but ( Read more... )

Today my brother said i should rite in here 'Lauren stinks' lol well i came home early today because some dumbass felt like kickin a volleyball and it hit my sister rite in the head soo she was sent to the hospital. soo now im home which NOW i guess it's normal for me to be home but i got here an hour ago soo yeah.. well today i was ready to see ( Read more... )

ok since EVERYONE wants to kno about the whole me and Shane and Crystal thing I've decided to write it all down so I wouldn't have to ever again. Here's what happened ( Read more... )

Heyy yall well every thing's alot better now. except for the fact that im still sick!! i've been sick since Fri and this morning i felt alot better but now im not so sure. well right now im at my aunt's house for a tea party!! : ) lol don't ask! well i've officially decided to take Crys and Shane out of mylife from now on. it's gonna be really hard ( Read more... )

omg u’ll never guess what happened to me yesterday!! I called Crys cuz I felt stupid about the whole im not talking to u if u keep hangin up on me for Shane thing. So I call her and im like hey and she said hi and she really sounded as if she didn't want to talk to me. So I was like can u actually talk this time? I know it was harsh but I was still ( Read more... )

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ok well changed my mind about writing tomorrow instead of today. It’s jus that I have time limitations which is one hour Sun-Thurs and 2 hours on Friday and then 3 hours on Sat. kewl I guess except I had 14 min left lol. So im typing on word now then Im gonna copy it and then paste it in my journal!! Smart huh? Yeah thot sooo n e wayz today was ( Read more... )

omg!! it's been soo long since this journal thing!! wow i jus found this again yesterday! well let me try and fill u in a lil bit... me and Johnny let's jus say..over..prom..disaster but i looked awsome..im now goin into 9th grade and actually today is my open house school starts on Weds. (today is Mon.) wow i can't even tell u all the stuff that ( Read more... )