Sean was home for a few hours. Simultaniously we looked at each other and said.. "Let's go see the matrix."

After all, it's the rave, right? Oh yes, I was excited to see it. I could feel the 'churn within my loins' so to speak. I sat down and prepared to be blown away.

Alright, the effects were good. Hell, they were better then good. But what ( Read more... )

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It's going to be hard to leave again. I finally feel settled. Completely. I keep myself busy in the days. I know what I'm going to see when I open the blinds. And now one of my very good friends here wants us to move into a townhouse nextdoor to them. They are so nice, and not much more then we pay here.. I dont want to miss that chance, but he ( Read more... )

You know.. I think I've read all of Rose's journal entries a good four of fives times. Everyone one of them. Never do they lose their spark. Her mind is something mine will never be.. never achieve, therefore I happily confide in her memories.

I never doubt...

....She is, and forever will be, my soul's sister.

My dreams are strangely vivid lately... I dream.. every night.

Not all are good..

But. Last night. Strangely enough. I dreamt in bright colors.

It must have been a hotel. Expensive and tasteful. I sat in this open area surrounded by padios and stairs to rooms. I sat in a chair beside a pool, and tho' it was dark, this pool was bright aqua, due ( Read more... )

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How memories flood. I miss my youth. I miss not caring what others thought. I suppose I generally still do not. Yet time and again I face my fear, this particular in physical form, of a brutish, rude, man... time and again I am humiliated ( Read more... )

Well, I am back from a busy weekend. I went to my first convention, it was a blast. Not too much going on but just seeing all the costumes and pretty people and dressing up as a demon was great. I went there without planning to dress up and ended up having fangs made and bought horns and what not. So the nextday I was decked out in black and red; ( Read more... )

Compliments of Gabrielle on Furc for the title. Thank you stranger. Wow have any of you seen 'Undergrads'? It's hilarious.

I am tired. But I couldn't sleep. So here I am to babble, meaninglessly. I've the feeling few people really read these. I know they tend to drag on and get long and boring. I am so addicted to chocolate... Anyhow, Sean's gone ( Read more... )

I was sitting here thinking of a title for this pointless entry. And Harley, my cat, walked across the keyboard. Then he lays on the mousepad, because that is his place when I'm on the computer, and bats at the lettings magically appearing as I pound the buttons. Then he gives me a look that says.. "You're crazy, momma." So I poke his nose and he ( Read more... )