why so Meredith?

May 02, 2009 17:01

As in why am I so dark and twisty? the majority of my wardrobe is black, I really only like my hair to be jet black. I feel really uncomfortable around happy couples. I've actually started to really like the rain. I throw books across the room that have happy endings. And I'm slowly becoming more pessimistic ( Read more... )

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arakeenrose May 3 2009, 05:14:57 UTC
I've always liked black clothes and rain and hated happy book endings (HATE them) but I think I'm just odd. I thought you liked having red in your hair? I know what it's like to be so familiar with being unhappy that is becomes the constant that you can trust. If you don't want to be around happy couples then that's fine but be around happy FRIENDS and do happy fun things that you enjoy. It helps.

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fyrepixie May 3 2009, 09:48:43 UTC
It's not necessarily a matter of liking all the black, I feel like I'm faking it in anything else. And I used to like happy endings, but lately I don't because they just magnify how much life is not happy, or should I say my life. And 99% of my happy friends are in happy couples.

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arakeenrose May 9 2009, 04:56:18 UTC
Them being IN happy couples doesn't mean you have to hang out with them AS happy couples does it? And technically I'm two people right now so I can't be in a couple, only a triple or something. See, loop hole! Hang out with me? =P Really though I've seen you for all of five minutes the past year or so and I miss your face.

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batgirl_forever May 3 2009, 06:58:17 UTC
There's nothing wrong with liking the rain. I was looking forward to the cold Washington winter when I was coming home. And I know folks who where mostly black that aren't all dark or anything.

Yeah, it sounds like you're going through a low patch. Maybe you should watch some Firefly, or something equally awesome. I started re-watching Chuck episodes online because it entertains me and makes me feel less lonely.

It could also be the finals talking.

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fyrepixie May 3 2009, 09:50:52 UTC
I've been in a low patch for the last 9 years, it just varies at how low I happen to be.

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dlowber May 3 2009, 07:18:18 UTC
You need some sexing/therapy from Gabriel Byrne. Do you watch In Treatment? That shit is hot!

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fyrepixie May 3 2009, 09:49:26 UTC
is sex your solution to everything?

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dlowber May 3 2009, 18:40:40 UTC
It works for me. I'm not what you'd call "deep".

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fyrepixie May 4 2009, 06:03:48 UTC
I find it tends to cause more problems than it solves... maybe I'm doing it wrong, maybe I should sleep with lots of people and no one more than once... food for thought.

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therenewedrelic May 8 2009, 14:15:28 UTC
I make my own therapy. And I've always been like that.

Okay, it probably doesn't help.

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