I Have Some Of The Best Friends Ever
Just sayin'.
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Conversations were concurrent, and just put in the order my tabs are on Steam.
Fyrestorm: It's over <3 *climbs into your arms and rests there*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Over? <3 *holds you close and kisses your forehead*
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I said bye to Maria, it's over *cuddles against gratefully*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: I bet that's a long overdue weight off *cuddles and strokes your neck*
Fyrestorm: It doesn't work like that, it's more like a controlled detonation
Fyrestorm: Waiting for it to settle down
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Ahh, okay love *squeezes you gently*
Fyrestorm: You know, I'm kind of ashamed of something
Fyrestorm: I think, in absolute terms, I might love you more than I loved her, but relative to how much I'm capable of, having grown over the years, I think I love you less
Fyrestorm: I'm sorry about that, you don't deserve second-hand or second place, I hope I can work on that and heal up and, give you all the love you deserve, and that I want to
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Thanks. It's okay too, give it time, it takes time *kisses you gently* You know I love you <3
Fyrestorm: *Wipes his eye* yeah, I know, I love you too, I really do, I just, I don't think there's anyway around this but admitting right now I've lost the thing I loved more than anything else <3 *clings to*
Fyrestorm: *Cries quietly against my chest* but by God I love you and my other closest friends so damn much
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It really is okay, I understand *nuzzles softly*
Fyrestorm: Against your chest, even *giggles softly* thank you <3
Fyrestorm: You know, I was going to marry her, grow old and die with her, I really was
Fyrestorm: I wasn't afraid of dying, while we were together
Fyrestorm: This is absolute genuine loss, I'm not going to comfort myself with the lie that it's for the best, or wasn't meant to be, no, this is, is real, I really lost the person I loved most of all, she left me, entirely
Fyrestorm: In a strange way I've spent so long worrying about that and fearing it, it almost feels good it's happened
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It sounds like it was a really great, really dear relationship
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I
Fyrestorm: I would spend even more time with her than you and I do now
Fyrestorm: We'd, share everything
Fyrestorm: Or so I thought
Fyrestorm: I helped solve problems in her life, I, we were together, against each other's ordeals
Fyrestorm: Knowing life could be that good was what really inspired me to go all the way through college and university, more than anything else
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It was a really amazing positive influence then
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I'm sorry, I imagine you must worry about what to say right now and whether it's the right thing, it's okay, don't worry, I'm just, sharing
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: You know, especially since Kate broke up with me, you're one of the only reasons I always keep striving so hard to get through university and follow my dreams
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: And sharing is good. I really deeply appreciate it, and I'm sure you need it too, so it's a really good thing
Fyrestorm: Thank you, I try, I still feel really happy that time I convinced you to take on your last semester with a more positive mood, and you did so well <3
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: That went well <3
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: And I'm trying to remain positive even though the workload is bringing me down even harder this period
Fyrestorm: You're worth it <3 *hugs*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: So are youuu <3 *squeezes*
Fyrestorm: Also, I have these on tabs and can't recall if I showed them to you or not, so: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jB_rKZEyhW0&feature=relmfu and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6JY1ZzMZrd4&feature=related ^^
Slye_Fox: mc?
Fyrestorm: In a bit <3
Slye_Fox: ^_^
Slye_Fox: has it been abit yet?
Fyrestorm: Yeah, more or less, just, need a minute, glass of water and such
Slye_Fox paws at him
Fyrestorm: I just said goodbye to Maria, so, um, once I pull myself together, we can play *rubs your head gently*
Slye_Fox: *murrs deeply
Slye_Fox: ....wait
Slye_Fox: what was that about you 'pulling' yourself?
Fyrestorm: It's a phrase, you know, pull yourself together, emotionally, like
Slye_Fox: >.>
Slye_Fox: <.<
Fyrestorm: You'd have more luck masturbating a corpse than me right now, heh, no other kind of pulling
Slye_Fox: ewwww
Slye_Fox: *sniffs and digs around the hamham's room, looking for food
Fyrestorm: *Giggles and feeds you some leftover kebab* this is your way of trying to comfort me, isn't it <3?
Slye_Fox: *noms on it
Fyrestorm: *Rubs your ears gently* I love you Jay, I'm afraid I'm never going to get good enough with communication to tell you exactly how much I'm thankful you're my friend <3
Slye_Fox: *murrs* Love you too mate. And I'm very thankfull you're my best friend too
Fyrestorm: *Cuddles you and cries gratefully* thank you :'D
Slye_Fox: *snuggles and grooms
Slye_Fox: http://img.booru.org/furry//images/109/8623d557f5c5976b2f68910752699b593a86e2e1.png?134153
Fyrestorm: Yay rodents :D
Fyrestorm: And rats :D
Fyrestorm: Show Draz that XD
Slye_Fox: http://img.booru.org/furry//images/90/930cc1f8e48201f9004d7ee8aee05911aa51fca7.jpg?89570
Fyrestorm: Hah XD
Slye_Fox: *nuzzles
Fyrestorm: *Nuzzles back* <3
Slye_Fox: *picks up by scruff
Fyrestorm: Hahaha, hey XD
Slye_Fox: *carries to MC?
Fyrestorm: Sure, sure, we'll do that soon, honest <3
Slye_Fox: ^_^
Fyrestorm: *Hugs you* Erik, this is apropos of nothing to you, but I just want you to know, that no matter what, even though I don't spend as much time with you as I could, as I sometimes want to, in spite of everything that might seem to lessen it, I love you from one side of my heart to the other, completely, and I am going to love you my entire life, sincerely and totally, no matter what, I just want you to know that <3
blackhole12: *snuggles*
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Thanks guys <3. And everyone else who just didn't happen to be there at the time. Thank you.
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Conversations were concurrent, and just put in the order my tabs are on Steam.
Fyrestorm: It's over <3 *climbs into your arms and rests there*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Over? <3 *holds you close and kisses your forehead*
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I said bye to Maria, it's over *cuddles against gratefully*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: I bet that's a long overdue weight off *cuddles and strokes your neck*
Fyrestorm: It doesn't work like that, it's more like a controlled detonation
Fyrestorm: Waiting for it to settle down
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Ahh, okay love *squeezes you gently*
Fyrestorm: You know, I'm kind of ashamed of something
Fyrestorm: I think, in absolute terms, I might love you more than I loved her, but relative to how much I'm capable of, having grown over the years, I think I love you less
Fyrestorm: I'm sorry about that, you don't deserve second-hand or second place, I hope I can work on that and heal up and, give you all the love you deserve, and that I want to
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: Thanks. It's okay too, give it time, it takes time *kisses you gently* You know I love you <3
Fyrestorm: *Wipes his eye* yeah, I know, I love you too, I really do, I just, I don't think there's anyway around this but admitting right now I've lost the thing I loved more than anything else <3 *clings to*
Fyrestorm: *Cries quietly against my chest* but by God I love you and my other closest friends so damn much
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It really is okay, I understand *nuzzles softly*
Fyrestorm: Against your chest, even *giggles softly* thank you <3
Fyrestorm: You know, I was going to marry her, grow old and die with her, I really was
Fyrestorm: I wasn't afraid of dying, while we were together
Fyrestorm: This is absolute genuine loss, I'm not going to comfort myself with the lie that it's for the best, or wasn't meant to be, no, this is, is real, I really lost the person I loved most of all, she left me, entirely
Fyrestorm: In a strange way I've spent so long worrying about that and fearing it, it almost feels good it's happened
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It sounds like it was a really great, really dear relationship
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I
Fyrestorm: I would spend even more time with her than you and I do now
Fyrestorm: We'd, share everything
Fyrestorm: Or so I thought
Fyrestorm: I helped solve problems in her life, I, we were together, against each other's ordeals
Fyrestorm: Knowing life could be that good was what really inspired me to go all the way through college and university, more than anything else
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: It was a really amazing positive influence then
Fyrestorm: Yeah, I'm sorry, I imagine you must worry about what to say right now and whether it's the right thing, it's okay, don't worry, I'm just, sharing
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: You know, especially since Kate broke up with me, you're one of the only reasons I always keep striving so hard to get through university and follow my dreams
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: And sharing is good. I really deeply appreciate it, and I'm sure you need it too, so it's a really good thing
Fyrestorm: Thank you, I try, I still feel really happy that time I convinced you to take on your last semester with a more positive mood, and you did so well <3
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: That went well <3
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: And I'm trying to remain positive even though the workload is bringing me down even harder this period
Fyrestorm: You're worth it <3 *hugs*
Vulpes Cuddleaddict: So are youuu <3 *squeezes*
Fyrestorm: Also, I have these on tabs and can't recall if I showed them to you or not, so: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jB_rKZEyhW0&feature=relmfu and http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6JY1ZzMZrd4&feature=related ^^
Slye_Fox: mc?
Fyrestorm: In a bit <3
Slye_Fox: ^_^
Slye_Fox: has it been abit yet?
Fyrestorm: Yeah, more or less, just, need a minute, glass of water and such
Slye_Fox paws at him
Fyrestorm: I just said goodbye to Maria, so, um, once I pull myself together, we can play *rubs your head gently*
Slye_Fox: *murrs deeply
Slye_Fox: ....wait
Slye_Fox: what was that about you 'pulling' yourself?
Fyrestorm: It's a phrase, you know, pull yourself together, emotionally, like
Slye_Fox: >.>
Slye_Fox: <.<
Fyrestorm: You'd have more luck masturbating a corpse than me right now, heh, no other kind of pulling
Slye_Fox: ewwww
Slye_Fox: *sniffs and digs around the hamham's room, looking for food
Fyrestorm: *Giggles and feeds you some leftover kebab* this is your way of trying to comfort me, isn't it <3?
Slye_Fox: *noms on it
Fyrestorm: *Rubs your ears gently* I love you Jay, I'm afraid I'm never going to get good enough with communication to tell you exactly how much I'm thankful you're my friend <3
Slye_Fox: *murrs* Love you too mate. And I'm very thankfull you're my best friend too
Fyrestorm: *Cuddles you and cries gratefully* thank you :'D
Slye_Fox: *snuggles and grooms
Slye_Fox: http://img.booru.org/furry//images/109/8623d557f5c5976b2f68910752699b593a86e2e1.png?134153
Fyrestorm: Yay rodents :D
Fyrestorm: And rats :D
Fyrestorm: Show Draz that XD
Slye_Fox: http://img.booru.org/furry//images/90/930cc1f8e48201f9004d7ee8aee05911aa51fca7.jpg?89570
Fyrestorm: Hah XD
Slye_Fox: *nuzzles
Fyrestorm: *Nuzzles back* <3
Slye_Fox: *picks up by scruff
Fyrestorm: Hahaha, hey XD
Slye_Fox: *carries to MC?
Fyrestorm: Sure, sure, we'll do that soon, honest <3
Slye_Fox: ^_^
Fyrestorm: *Hugs you* Erik, this is apropos of nothing to you, but I just want you to know, that no matter what, even though I don't spend as much time with you as I could, as I sometimes want to, in spite of everything that might seem to lessen it, I love you from one side of my heart to the other, completely, and I am going to love you my entire life, sincerely and totally, no matter what, I just want you to know that <3
blackhole12: *snuggles*
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Thanks guys <3. And everyone else who just didn't happen to be there at the time. Thank you.