You really will never get it.

I don't know why you think it's so necessary to lie to yourself. You can't see the world through a mirror. You promised you'd never do the stuff you're doing..and you're doing it..all of it..look at you..look at me.

Can't you see that I love you? I don't want this to happen. I said what I meant, regardless of what you ( Read more... )

Man.
I actually really love my job. But today, I just wasn't havin' it. I feel like crap. So..I left.

Justins out getting pizza. But I'm not eating it. I'm not freaking eating anything lately. NoThiNG seems AppetiziNg.

Amanda's with him.
She's stayin w/us this weekend.

Whoa, I felt SO in the middle of stuff today at work, I had flat-out HAD it.

Tonight ( Read more... )

You never 4get ur first love.

you make me sick sometimes.

..learn.

Everything is PhUQeD uP.. EVeRYbOdy SucKs. U doN't ReALLy KnOW wHY, bUt You WaNna jUsTiFy..

..a bunch of bullshit.

Tell me, how can you do what you're doing??

it's a phucking sick, disgusting world out there.

you guys are breakin my heart.

Man i just crawled into my room and took my comforter off my bed,and literally out-loud said to myself "you are the ( Read more... )

the day started at 8am this morning.
..it ended at 8:30.

I refuse to listen. It's not happening.

these are the times i need my livejournal. corny as that sounds, i used to write everything and it's mother down in here.

ughhh i need to try to sleep tonight. Have to.

To My beautiful Babygull =)

First things first- I love you!

I'm on my way sweety, i'll do anything and everything i have to to be able to get down there very soon.

Soon, you will have no more bad dreams, you won't have to miss me at night anymore, and we'll never have to be apart. We're going to start our life together and as have have found out ( Read more... )

I found this survey from '04.. I'M CURIOUS to see how much has changed since then, So I'll re-post it, then update underneath it..for my own amusement.

ANSWERIN' ANOTHER SURVEY hehe

SIMPLE QUESTIONS:
1.What time is it? >>12:32 AM<<
2.What is your name? >>k-r-y-s-t-i-n-a.<<
3.What is your birthday? >>17 october.. '86<<
4.How many sibs do you have? >>3< ( Read more... )

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whoa. first of all, i can't believe it's still letting me update this thing.

2nd of all, after tonight..i half wanna cry..half feel relieved.

...jesus.