so, this weekend should be fun... when i told gary that i pierced andy's nipple he aksed me if i could do his an i'm going to! yay! today was kinda fun... i got to see gary, i went to his work with nikki and we got to see the guys on their break. gary gave me this kiss like he hadnt seen me in a month... i think it's because of the subject that we' ( Read more... )

so, i'm extremely in love with gary right now... not much else, i'm really excited... heh. dont really wanna mention it right now... if u wanna kno just aks me an i'll tell you...

chris is still a bitch... same old shit, different day

i love my man...

goodnight... peace

heh... i love that song. yea, that's great. anyway..... today, school was school, the usual shit...k. and then after school i went over to mike and andy's house. andy helped me with a project for tv class... good shit. then! hehe! i pierced andy's nipple... the left one! ahhhhh! it was great. i wanna go pro. naw, jk. but, it was great. heh, he was ( Read more... )

my last entry's subject had sum lyrics in it... they were wrong... it's supposed to say, "a border-line faggot with long finger nails, either that or he's a coke-head, but i dont think he cares" sorry everyone... my mistake...tee hee hee

heh. sorry, just listening to sum twiztid.... gah. i love jamie madrox... so fuckin sexy... ahhh, i'd tap that so hard. but anyway... i offically hate the weather... it caused me to stay home friday night and i got bitched at for keeping my friends safe and myself safe and out of the tornado weather. whatever though, it's all good i guess ( Read more... )

it's been a while... things have been on and off good for me lately. i've recently fell into a deep stage of depression and i dont kno why. time isnt really helping. i think my friends are helping, though; slowly but surely (i may be slow, but dont call me shirley... heh... no, not really). i love my friends, i've gotten closer wit haleh... nikki ( Read more... )

wow... today was very tiring... and now i'm on the phone with joey waiting for gary to get home so i can talk with him about tomorrow... it's a half day and i'll be able to see him b4 he goes to work... ya. fun shit. so, anyway, today was ugh cuz we went to the zoo... we walked around all day in the fucking hot. fucking sun needs to die. then, ( Read more... )

the feelings in my mind
the words i cannot find
a thought of you, a glare of me
a feeling of love, that can never be
the tides are still, the river is flowing
my mind is stopping, my heart is knowing
5-3-04
-manda

1.Who was your very first boyfriend? Michael Siroka ( Read more... )

so, ya on sunday nite i got home late from gary's so, now i'm grounded and i'm not supposed to go out at all this week... fun shit ( Read more... )