and its even harder to fix something thats been shattered...

idk what is going on right now in my life a whole lot of shit has resurfaced...and for a while i seemed to have put it all away and forgotten it all and just let it aside...but apparently some people cant let go...some things were said that rele shouldnt have been said...people were ( Read more... )

anyways umm nothing much has happened since my last update but im bored...umm i have to go to yet another doctor cuz yeah i cant sleep at night and its not good...its rele annoying cuz i cant do nething like watch tv or listen to music or nething cuz il wake up everyone else [nd im pretty sure they dont want to be up at 3 in the morning]soo i ( Read more... )

and ive already been up for and hour nd a 1/2 ( Read more... )

Thirteen random things you like/do ( Read more... )

okay soo first day off probation...and i didnt do much...i talked to my cuzin ashleigh and we're planning a week that i go down to her house and hang out...shes 13 but shes amazing shes like one of my best friends i can tell her anything its great...well then i was thinking and i just realized that im gonna be a jr in high school this year...like ( Read more... )

IM OFF PROBATION!!! soo someone call me and we can make plans...i need to go out!!! well what shall i type about ohh... my godson was born last week!...his name is Joseph Dillan Bara and hess sooo cute!! and yeah thats about it i get to be the godmother cuz his father is my godfather nd yeah u get the pattern haha...ahh im soo happy for tony and ( Read more... )

haha thats kinda funny since im part jew and all lol

okay soo continuing on from yestaday...well todays july 1st and i only have 4 days left of probation =]!! and right now im extremely tired i havent slept well in a week and a half...i fell asleep at 2 nd woke up at 4:22 today soo yeah its been like that for a while soo my moms like maybe its insamnia [or how ever u spell it] nd im like ohh ( Read more... )

okay havent updated in a while...[still grounded ( Read more... )