so ive realized that i want to be with corey...i duno the past couple of days have just made me realize it even more..hes outta town..i love him with all my heart. come sunday we are suppose to "talk" dinner..ice cream..and the park where we always have our "serious talks" wish me luck guys. i really want this to work out. you know how you always ( Read more... )

im going to try and make the best of today .. even though its 5-10-05 and reminders are like swarming around me and it sucks..but i cant let it get to me ( Read more... )

we used to laugh and kid about us getting back together on 5-10-05 (which is tomorrow) if only it was that easy. we went a days/week or so without talking..hes been busy..and ive been doing a lot of thinking, which i hate doing..but its something that had to be done. i miss him of course and want to be with him but if he doesnt want to be with me i ( Read more... )

may i die please?

it would make me so much happier as well as many other people.

i can`t handle this i can`t handle you or people.

why do i feel so worthless? why do i put myself through this?

im gone.

just wanted to inform everyone that yes i am still alive .. i just have been really busy lately with school coming to an end and working ( Read more... )

somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we`ve all gone in our own directions. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends; we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We`ve changed, some for the better, some for the worse. Even if we`ve changed, we know that although we`re all finding our own place in the world, ( Read more... )

had a friggin blast the other day =)
he`s so wonderful
we belong together =\
its freakin chilly outside
exam today
schools almost over YAY!!
taking the summer off, i know i shouldnt but i am ( Read more... )

im in one of those moods again ( Read more... )

had a great day today ( Read more... )

im in such a good mood these days =)