i really am sorry
anonymous
September 18 2004, 22:35:38 UTC
It honestly feels like i don't even know who you are and who your becoming anymore. It's only been a couple of months and all of a sudden a change? I don't think you can last this long not talking to me...but i really am truly sorry for the things I blamed on you yesterday. Who am I to tell you who you are right? It's all just so sudden and really I am sorry and I can't say it enough. I understand that BOTH of us are going through some rough times of our own and I know we'll learn to work this out somehow. Although I would just love to be talking to you on the phone rather than lamely typing it on your xanga...I just don't know another way to communicate with you. You're ignoring me and I can't handle it...I REALLY AM SORRY AND FROM THE BOTTOM OF MY HEART I LOVE YOU LIKE YOU WERE MY SISTER and I know we'll work this out.. just give me a second chance. [[[I know i commented this same thing in your xanga but I really don't know where else to tell you...your not talking to me on aim or when i call..]] I REALLY AM SORRY -jared
FCUK!!!g0n3_bananasSeptember 19 2004, 00:06:46 UTC
i already told u that i D0N`T believe in second chances .. we`ll just see how things play out .. but fer now i can`t even begin how fuckerish u were to me .. ughhh
HOW MANY TIMES MUST I SAY I'M SORRY!? CAN'T WE JUST MOVE ON AND LEARN FROM THIS INSTEAD OF NOT TALKING AND RUINING OUR LIFELONG FRIENDSHIP? I'M SORRY AND I KNOW YOU KNOW IT'S COMING FROM MY HEART! I FEEL REALLY DUMB FOR SAYING IT SO MANY TIMES BUT ALL THE TIMES I'VE SAID IT I MEANT EVERY BIT OF IT!....AND AGAIN I'M SORRY. SO CAN'T WE JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET?!
omfg. get over yourself.. you no that wut u said and "proclaimed" to me was fuckin` retarded and u believed Y0URSELF to be right. wtf blame ur shit on me if u have to i don`t give a fuck anymore .. if i was really that low i`d of forgiven u a long time ago ... but UNF0RTUNATLY wut u did and what u said was so bad i can`t forgive and forget . the best i can do is forgive. but just living and talking to u with that in the back of my head hurts and therefore i can`t even speak to u .. except thru this .. i hated the way u said those things to me and i guess u`ll just have to live with it
HOW CAN YOU EVEN SAY THAT? WAS OUR FRIENDSHIP REALLY SUCH A JOKE TO YOU THAT YOU DON'T EVEN CARE ABOUT IT NOW JUST BECAUSE I DON'T LIVE CLOSE ENOUGH TO VISIT ANYMORE THAT YOU THINK IT DOESN'T MATTER?? WAS IT EVEN A FRIENDSHIP TO YOU AS IT WAS TO ME....I CAN'T JUST LET GO OF A BEST FRIEND THAT EASILY. BE THAT AS IT MAY WHAT IT WAS TO YOU BUT TO ME IT WAS AN ENTIRE FRIENDSHIP WITH FLAWS BUT WHAT FRIENDSHIP DOESN'T HAVE FLAWS? I KNOW WHAT I SAID WAS WRONG BUT WHY IS IT SO HARD FOR YOU TO GIVE ME ANOTHER CHANCE WHEN YOU KNOW AM TRULY SORRY FOR ALL THE THINGS I'VE BLAMED OR SAID TO YOU.... YOU KNOW I'M SORRY BUT WHY CAN'T WE AT LEAST TALK ON THE PHONE INSTEAD OF ON THIS......I'M SORRY AND I GUESS I CAN'T SAY IT ENOUGH...
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-jared
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