I just wished he would call or text and say how mistakened he was and how he really missed me, but that will probably never happen... is this wrong of me?

I need to be doing something.. I am just so bummed.

So yeah, I couldnt really sleep well last night, I always need to keep my mind occupied with something else so I dont think about all the pain that I am in, which is kinda hard to do, but none-the-less I am grateful that I have people to talk to to make this better.

Yeah, Jason broke up with me today... he says it's because he hasn't been feeling the gf/bf connection in like 3 weeks. I just don't understand. I am kinda heartbroken. I guess I deserve this. Karma is one bitch. I go from having the goo goo dolls to nothing. Just great. I really dont know what to think right now.. but I just have to believe that ( Read more... )

All I have to say is that I got to sit front row at the goo goo dolls concert, got to actually touch Johnny, and not one drop of rain came on us. Yesterday was a miracle.. just how everything came about. I never imagined in a million years that I would sit front row of the goos. They were so good. I touched Johnny!!!! I also got a pic from the ( Read more... )

I am so excited! Today is the day for Goo Goo Dolls.. it's been 3 long years, but I have finally made it lol ( Read more... )

Ok, maybe I was wrong to assume that in the first place :)

Happy Birthday LJ!!! I can't believe it's been two years already :)

In other news, I seriously have a bad vibe right now about something, and I hope it really isn't true :(

These past couple of days were a lot of fun. I went to Summerfest twice.. once time with Jason and his friends, and one day with Matt. The first day I went with Jason was very fun. We got there and met up with Andy, his now girfriend Ann, Darin, Rick and another guy I cant remember his name. Anywhoo, they met us and like I have heard of Rick's gf, ( Read more... )

Did I just go see Nine Inch Nails with Matt? Yes, I believe I did.. and it was fucking awesome!