I am so done reading my past entries. I have no idea what to say about that. I have changed so much, seriously. I must have been on crack.. or just desperate for a boyfriend or something. I can't believe I did that to myself. But the past is the past, and I am off to a bright future :)

Ok, I am sitting on the couch with my lap top, watching t.v, how lazy is that? I am so bored right now, it's ridiculous. I really miss Jason, it is really sinking in now.. that I am home and he is there. Well I will just have to wait to Monday to see him. Btw, I got the job at Target! I am going to be a floors rep person. I start training on ( Read more... )

So I have decided to go back to Madison. Like it was my choice to not go in the first place. It is all up to me though for paying it however.. I will have loans out the ass, and times will be hard, but I believe that I can make it work. I have to. Jason makes me want to do this.. I care for him so much. I want to be with him, and what is the ( Read more... )

Ok, it is the beginning of May, and it's now my summer vacation.. how cool is that lol

I can't believe this is my lasy night here...

My first and last test starts at 12:25.. I need to do really well on it :) I know I will. I found out that I have a B in Italian.. which is awesome :). I know that I will get something higher then a B in English.. but I dont know about Botany.. I hope I at least get a C lol. I am ok with C's. Anything below that is garbage. But yeah, I have been ( Read more... )

Damn, there is so much to do this summer, it will be amazing! First of all, we are getting season passes to Great America.. and I am going in two weeks for that, then there is summerfest, we are going twice.. one night for Train, and the other to see my greatest band of all time, the GOO GOO DOLLS. Yes, thats right, I am going:). I wish that I ( Read more... )

Can I just say that everything right now is perfect? I seriously think Jason was sent from heaven for me.. seriously, we are like one in the same :) we are just so alike in so many ways. I just dont know what else to say.. I have fell for him.. he is just amazing and wonderful

Cause I am bored ( Read more... )

Can I just say that right now I believe that Jason is the perfect match for me? Is that allowed, because right now, I think he is. He has the personality, the charisma, the aura, the spiritual, the sexual, the everything how I would want in a guy. He plays sports, love sports, has wits, is great, Matt thinks he is a good match for me, I am just so ( Read more... )