i should probley sleep...but why?

I've been quiet on this thing for awhile now and i guess its time to say something ( Read more... )

i don't know whats going on but i think i like it.

You know how like some mornings you just wake up and go “what’s the fucking point?” its like when life throws you a lemon its more like it beats you with the whole fucking tree. I’ve been in a kind of off mood…I get like this every so often this undiagnosed depression can be a real bitch sometimes. I start getting that lonely feeling…which is ( Read more... )

so im 20 birthday passed...some people didn't call made me sad..went to mexico blah blah

Lets just say some BF2 was played tonight… my usual squad Ryan and Ramsus as my teammates. We join a squad owned server and start out by just knocking bitches out…then I decide to go out on my own…and I start picking off a bunch of this little basturds. At one point I killed the server admin about 4 times in a row…the best kill of the night had to ( Read more... )

It makes you think what in life you are truly missing… its like that one thing that itches away at you until you can finally break the skin and find it. There is so much in this life I have yet to taste, yet to feel, yet to know. Its sad when you see so much beauty in the possibility of something but when it sits right in front of you, you just let ( Read more... )

Ok so here is how it goes, I’m vaguely happy I feel as if I have some type of purpose what that is I’ am not quite sure yet.  So here is life in a nutshell for me right now:

1. Work Full Time
2. In August School Starts
3. The New Car Dilemma if mine going to sell and if my loan will work out… rabble rabble
4. Birthday trip to Mexico
5. Almost being a 20 ( Read more... )

It's easy to talk shit when you don't say who you are, but i have your host name and i know your location so its only a matter of time, be a man and grow some balls.

I love how my life can change chapters in a matter of moments. It seemed that in less than 24 hours of being angry and jealous to where I am now. It seems every time I change my socks I have a new girl in my life. We both seem to want the same things (whatever that may be) and its clear that she’s growing feelings for me. I miss those never ending ( Read more... )