Journal Date 00000006
Well i should be doing history but this seems better so i gyped it off of steph... Thanks
THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR
[Things you can't live without]: Caffiene, Music, Books, and People.
[Something important on your desk]: Well i guess my bake statements are sorta of important, o and my tax forms
[When you sleep you wear]: pajama bottoms white t-shirt
[If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy]: a Zon bass those things are savvy, and a mini yamaha sound mixer
MORALS
[If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to]: well i already enjoy caffiene
[A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally]: purposely, probably lauren once (sorry dear i love you though)
[A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally]: once again mostly lauren.
[One person you have killed in your thoughts]: I hate that guy....
FRIENDS
[Three traits you look for in a friend]: Trust, Humour, and being a decent human.
[Who makes you laugh most often]: hmmm... thats tough i dunno i'd say matt, but kunaal has made me laugh the hardest.
[A friend who you can tell anything]: hmm i dunno i never really tell anybody everything.
[A friend you can go to for advice]: lauren sometimes, mostly myself. WWND...hehehe
[The best piece of advice you had been given]: Don't write anything down you dont want others to know.
[The friend who uses most of your energy]: Lauren.
EGO
[Your 3 best qualities]: I try to stay calm, I keep secrets, and i value honor and respect.
[Your 3 worst qualities]: i worry, i drink to much coffee, i'm to hard on myself.
[A compliment that makes you blush]: i dunno lol i dont take compliments well
[The greatest physical pain you ever endured]: Almost broke my arm landing a firemans carrie wrong during wrestling practice.
[The greatest emotional pain you ever endured]: humm dee dumm lets forget about that
[Moment you are most ashamed of]: i'd rather not say
[Your best physical feature]: My eyes maby
[Who/What makes you happy]: umm Mr.Tom petty(listening to american girl while filling htis out) Friends, goodtimes,and baking.
[Who/what makes you sad]: loneliness, lack of respect people show for this country sometimes, peoples hearts being broken, and that song by Eric Clapton that he made for his baby that died :(
EMOTIONS
[Emotion you hide most]: most any now a days.
[The emotion you tend to experience most]: lonliness or bitterness (are those emotions)
[When you are angry you need]: play some hardcore bass, or listen to some music, possibly bake, sometimes play pool.
[When you are sentimental you need]: reassuarnce
[When you are in love you need]: ha love, never exp it. But hey who knows even i might fall in love someday
MEMORIES
[One of your most peaceful memories]: Fishing with my cousin amy.
[One of your most tragic memories]: both my grandpas dieing (i was super close to them) and my aunt of the age of 27.
[One of your angriest memories]: hmm no idea.
[A memory that makes you laugh]: "You loob my pool and then ask for popeye's chicken" or "So we were in the school and going 30 down that strech of cement between the gym and the 90's wing and i was riding swat style, then we saw the cops."
[A memory that makes you happy]:theres a lot of em. see above those are a couple.
LOVE
[Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive]: i like people who are witty
[something someone can say or do that you find unattractive]: smoking bleh.
[Two things appealing about people]: personality and humour.
[A personality trait you find appealing]: realistic and sense of humour.
[Your secret passion]: coffee?
First Best Friend: Brooke or Dan
First Crush: Becky
First Kiss: Elizabeth
First Album/CD: Bush: Razorblade suitcase (i was so hardcore lol)
First Piercing/Tattoo: none
First True Love: i like to call it televison.
First Enemy: i dunno never really had any i get aling well with most people.
First Time Dying My Hair: umm i dunno at one point i had this weird orange stuff i could put in my hair when i spiked it.
First Formal Dance: Winterball
First Time Breaking A Bone: never have
First Time Getting Really Sick: Dehydration when i was little, or when at christmas when i was little i couldnt even open my presents.
Last Cuss Word Uttered: danm
Last Compliment: Your cookies were deleciouse
Last boy/girlfriend: liz
Last Crush: lets not talk about it
Last Time Driving: umm yesterday
Last Big Car Ride: umm disneyland maby
Last Kiss: o wow that was a really long time ago august how lame am i -.-.
Last Good Cry: hmm i dont like to admit that. but it was like maby a month and some change ago.
Last Movie Seen: Little big man.
Last Phone Call: hmm Dan maby
Last Thing Read: Ronald Regean: Govenor
Last Show Watched: hmm i think Family Guy.
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: vans
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You: umm no one?
Last CD Played: Eric Clapton
Last Item Bought: food
Last Disappointment: umm hard to say.
Last Annoyance: hw.
Last Song You Heard: Let me check my playlist. Anything Anything-Dramarama
Last Piercing/Tattoo: don't have any
I AM: tired
I WANT: sleep
I HAVE: lots of stuff
I WISH: id have more sucess then i've been having ina certain aspect of my life-.-
I HATE: umm bad ideas
I MISS: huey louis and hte news, but we must wait hes just trying to create(sorry family guy moment) actually i miss holding somone and knowing they were there for me.
I FEAR: chane.
I HEAR: Ac/Dc
I WONDER: why?
I REGRET: decsions
I LOVE: music, and my bass
I ACHE: without coffee
I ALWAYS: try to be happy.
I AM NOT: a hippie(lol stole this answer from steph i liked it)
I DANCE: seldom
I SING: sometimes by myself
I CRY: i try not to.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: in the best mood
I WRITE: opinions and e-mails
I WIN: at poker!
I LOSE: at life!
I CONFUSE: myself
I SHOULD: let loose sometime.
x. three things you are often complimented for: No idea. seldom does it happen, lol lori likes my cookies.
x. what upsets you: *sigh* my current state of being.
x. you keep a diary: never.
x. you like to cook: yes.
x. you're in love: no
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: i dont.
x. you bite your fingernails: yes
x. you believe in a thing called love: isnt that the song with the guy with the weird voice.
Who is...
the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: hmm id rather not say but im sure most of you know who id say go ahead and spill it if you want =X
The weirdest person you know: o geez probably my lab partner.
the Loudest Person you Know: Gary.
Your closet friend: o geez i have a few.
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Lauren maby mic.
Your Most Boring Teacher: Mr.Drage, a little bit of me dies everytime i enter that class.
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: God im tired
Inside joke: heehee are greeting..you know it if your part of it.
Do You...
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): as of right now...
think you've been in love: nope
want to get married: maby to the right person
have any tattoos/where?: no
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: ha ha no.
get along with your parents: mhm
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: dont no one
Rob: zombie is scary
Drew: carrie
Stephanie: steph?
Heather: jo.
Aaron: feldman
Amy: my cousin whos getting married soon.
Paul: drummer
Eve: hmm
John: my dads name spelt wrong.
Alex: plays bass too
Justin: rice
Ricky: wah wah ricky!
SCREEN NAMES: Lsmokeonthewater,RyuShouSenX
SIGN: pices(however you spell it)
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: blue
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: febuary
SONG: o my i guess Stairway to Heaven, but it varies on my moods.
FOOD: chinese
SEASON: winter turning to spring
DRINK: pepsi
VEGGIE: peas (yuum)
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? hmm cuddling shows more affection, making outs more of a lust thing.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? there was something in my eye this morning i swear.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? yes
MISSED AN EX? nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? mhm
HUGGED SOMEONE? no sad aint it.
KISSED SOMEONE? no once again sadness
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
:::09 Things You're Looking Forward To:::
o my i dunno
:::08 Things You Wear Daily:::
1. underwear
2. shirt
3. deodorant
4. socks
5.pants
6.shoes
:::07 Things That Annoy You:::
1. Dumb ideas
2. Super i mean super super liberal people like brinking on communist ideas liberal.
3. stupidity
:::06 Things You Touch Every Day:::
Computer
:::05 Things You Do Every Day:::
1.Read
:::04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With:::
1. my grandma
2.Jenn never see you anymore
:::03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over:::
1. Godfather (any of em)
2. Indiana Jones (any of em)
4. It happned one night
:::02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment:::
1.Crazy Train.
:::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With:::
1. umm no idea.
THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR
[Things you can't live without]: Caffiene, Music, Books, and People.
[Something important on your desk]: Well i guess my bake statements are sorta of important, o and my tax forms
[When you sleep you wear]: pajama bottoms white t-shirt
[If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy]: a Zon bass those things are savvy, and a mini yamaha sound mixer
MORALS
[If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to]: well i already enjoy caffiene
[A time when you purposely hurt someone emotionally]: purposely, probably lauren once (sorry dear i love you though)
[A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally]: once again mostly lauren.
[One person you have killed in your thoughts]: I hate that guy....
FRIENDS
[Three traits you look for in a friend]: Trust, Humour, and being a decent human.
[Who makes you laugh most often]: hmmm... thats tough i dunno i'd say matt, but kunaal has made me laugh the hardest.
[A friend who you can tell anything]: hmm i dunno i never really tell anybody everything.
[A friend you can go to for advice]: lauren sometimes, mostly myself. WWND...hehehe
[The best piece of advice you had been given]: Don't write anything down you dont want others to know.
[The friend who uses most of your energy]: Lauren.
EGO
[Your 3 best qualities]: I try to stay calm, I keep secrets, and i value honor and respect.
[Your 3 worst qualities]: i worry, i drink to much coffee, i'm to hard on myself.
[A compliment that makes you blush]: i dunno lol i dont take compliments well
[The greatest physical pain you ever endured]: Almost broke my arm landing a firemans carrie wrong during wrestling practice.
[The greatest emotional pain you ever endured]: humm dee dumm lets forget about that
[Moment you are most ashamed of]: i'd rather not say
[Your best physical feature]: My eyes maby
[Who/What makes you happy]: umm Mr.Tom petty(listening to american girl while filling htis out) Friends, goodtimes,and baking.
[Who/what makes you sad]: loneliness, lack of respect people show for this country sometimes, peoples hearts being broken, and that song by Eric Clapton that he made for his baby that died :(
EMOTIONS
[Emotion you hide most]: most any now a days.
[The emotion you tend to experience most]: lonliness or bitterness (are those emotions)
[When you are angry you need]: play some hardcore bass, or listen to some music, possibly bake, sometimes play pool.
[When you are sentimental you need]: reassuarnce
[When you are in love you need]: ha love, never exp it. But hey who knows even i might fall in love someday
MEMORIES
[One of your most peaceful memories]: Fishing with my cousin amy.
[One of your most tragic memories]: both my grandpas dieing (i was super close to them) and my aunt of the age of 27.
[One of your angriest memories]: hmm no idea.
[A memory that makes you laugh]: "You loob my pool and then ask for popeye's chicken" or "So we were in the school and going 30 down that strech of cement between the gym and the 90's wing and i was riding swat style, then we saw the cops."
[A memory that makes you happy]:theres a lot of em. see above those are a couple.
LOVE
[Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive]: i like people who are witty
[something someone can say or do that you find unattractive]: smoking bleh.
[Two things appealing about people]: personality and humour.
[A personality trait you find appealing]: realistic and sense of humour.
[Your secret passion]: coffee?
First Best Friend: Brooke or Dan
First Crush: Becky
First Kiss: Elizabeth
First Album/CD: Bush: Razorblade suitcase (i was so hardcore lol)
First Piercing/Tattoo: none
First True Love: i like to call it televison.
First Enemy: i dunno never really had any i get aling well with most people.
First Time Dying My Hair: umm i dunno at one point i had this weird orange stuff i could put in my hair when i spiked it.
First Formal Dance: Winterball
First Time Breaking A Bone: never have
First Time Getting Really Sick: Dehydration when i was little, or when at christmas when i was little i couldnt even open my presents.
Last Cuss Word Uttered: danm
Last Compliment: Your cookies were deleciouse
Last boy/girlfriend: liz
Last Crush: lets not talk about it
Last Time Driving: umm yesterday
Last Big Car Ride: umm disneyland maby
Last Kiss: o wow that was a really long time ago august how lame am i -.-.
Last Good Cry: hmm i dont like to admit that. but it was like maby a month and some change ago.
Last Movie Seen: Little big man.
Last Phone Call: hmm Dan maby
Last Thing Read: Ronald Regean: Govenor
Last Show Watched: hmm i think Family Guy.
Last Time Showered: this morning
Last Shoes Worn: vans
Last Person That You Saw Naked Besides You: umm no one?
Last CD Played: Eric Clapton
Last Item Bought: food
Last Disappointment: umm hard to say.
Last Annoyance: hw.
Last Song You Heard: Let me check my playlist. Anything Anything-Dramarama
Last Piercing/Tattoo: don't have any
I AM: tired
I WANT: sleep
I HAVE: lots of stuff
I WISH: id have more sucess then i've been having ina certain aspect of my life-.-
I HATE: umm bad ideas
I MISS: huey louis and hte news, but we must wait hes just trying to create(sorry family guy moment) actually i miss holding somone and knowing they were there for me.
I FEAR: chane.
I HEAR: Ac/Dc
I WONDER: why?
I REGRET: decsions
I LOVE: music, and my bass
I ACHE: without coffee
I ALWAYS: try to be happy.
I AM NOT: a hippie(lol stole this answer from steph i liked it)
I DANCE: seldom
I SING: sometimes by myself
I CRY: i try not to.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: in the best mood
I WRITE: opinions and e-mails
I WIN: at poker!
I LOSE: at life!
I CONFUSE: myself
I SHOULD: let loose sometime.
x. three things you are often complimented for: No idea. seldom does it happen, lol lori likes my cookies.
x. what upsets you: *sigh* my current state of being.
x. you keep a diary: never.
x. you like to cook: yes.
x. you're in love: no
x. you set your watch a few minutes ahead: i dont.
x. you bite your fingernails: yes
x. you believe in a thing called love: isnt that the song with the guy with the weird voice.
Who is...
the prettiest person of the opposite sex you know: hmm id rather not say but im sure most of you know who id say go ahead and spill it if you want =X
The weirdest person you know: o geez probably my lab partner.
the Loudest Person you Know: Gary.
Your closet friend: o geez i have a few.
The Person that Knows the Most about you: Lauren maby mic.
Your Most Boring Teacher: Mr.Drage, a little bit of me dies everytime i enter that class.
What is...
Your most overused phrase on IM: lol
Last image/thought you go to sleep with: God im tired
Inside joke: heehee are greeting..you know it if your part of it.
Do You...
take a shower everyday: yes
have a(any) crush(es): as of right now...
think you've been in love: nope
want to get married: maby to the right person
have any tattoos/where?: no
get motion sickness: no
think you're a health freak: ha ha no.
get along with your parents: mhm
WHEN YOU SEE THIS NAME YOU THINK Of
Ryan: dont no one
Rob: zombie is scary
Drew: carrie
Stephanie: steph?
Heather: jo.
Aaron: feldman
Amy: my cousin whos getting married soon.
Paul: drummer
Eve: hmm
John: my dads name spelt wrong.
Alex: plays bass too
Justin: rice
Ricky: wah wah ricky!
SCREEN NAMES: Lsmokeonthewater,RyuShouSenX
SIGN: pices(however you spell it)
NATURAL HAIR COLOR: brown
CURRENT HAIR COLOR: brown
EYE COLOR: blue
( FAVORITES )
NUMBER: 7
COLOR: blue
DAY: friday
MONTH: febuary
SONG: o my i guess Stairway to Heaven, but it varies on my moods.
FOOD: chinese
SEASON: winter turning to spring
DRINK: pepsi
VEGGIE: peas (yuum)
( PREFERENCES )
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT? hmm cuddling shows more affection, making outs more of a lust thing.
CHOCOLATE MILK, OR HOT CHOCOLATE? chocolate milk
VANILLA OR CHOCOLATE? vanilla
( IN THE LAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU.... )
CRIED? there was something in my eye this morning i swear.
HELPED SOMEONE? yes
BOUGHT SOMETHING? yes
GONE TO THE MOVIES? no
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? no
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yes
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER? no
TALKED TO AN EX? yes
MISSED AN EX? nope
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? no
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? no
MISSED SOMEONE? mhm
HUGGED SOMEONE? no sad aint it.
KISSED SOMEONE? no once again sadness
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no
:::09 Things You're Looking Forward To:::
o my i dunno
:::08 Things You Wear Daily:::
1. underwear
2. shirt
3. deodorant
4. socks
5.pants
6.shoes
:::07 Things That Annoy You:::
1. Dumb ideas
2. Super i mean super super liberal people like brinking on communist ideas liberal.
3. stupidity
:::06 Things You Touch Every Day:::
Computer
:::05 Things You Do Every Day:::
1.Read
:::04 People You'd Want to Spend More Time With:::
1. my grandma
2.Jenn never see you anymore
:::03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over:::
1. Godfather (any of em)
2. Indiana Jones (any of em)
4. It happned one night
:::02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment:::
1.Crazy Train.
:::01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With:::
1. umm no idea.