updation. i made that word up ( Read more... )

i've decided that i really really like traveling with my team because it leaves me with absolutely NO spare room to think about anything else. i think about softball and fucking around with the girls and eating junk food and i ignore school and money and DRAMA everything else that plagues my idle mind when i'm living my day-to-day life. it's ( Read more... )

things that happened today:
my ipod finally breathed its last breath, taking about a third of my music with it.
we played our first double-header of the season and things are looking good.
i realized just how different things were this time last year, and just how much the idea of it all kills me now.

i flushed my cell phone down my toilet two days ago. yes, it's really true. the slippery little bastard wiggled out of my pocket in the process of buttoning up my jeans and became sufficiently lodged somewhere between the bowl and the dark humid smelly depths of the public sewer system. we dislodged it today, however, with the help of my ( Read more... )

today is my last day in france. pretty fucking crazy. it doesn't feel like it should be as easy as getting on a plane to go home...everything i've done and seen here has been so drastically different from my life at home that they seem like different universes. in the end, despite the rough times and the bitching and moaning, i really really ( Read more... )

oh my god. i should be shot.

i've tried to update this thing several times lately, but i can't seem to write anything that i don't hate. i'll get half way through an entry and suddenly be disgusted with whatever useless nonsense i'm rambling about and delete it. maybe i need to learn to be a more private person. huh. something to think about i guess.

DAMN IT DAMN IT DAMN IT AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCK ( Read more... )

i just taught my host dad the word "mohawk".

it's been a while. here's an update on the haps in france ( Read more... )