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Spinner shut down his computer and rubbed angrily at his eyes. Now was not a time to cry. He could barely remember when he didn't cry all the time. When he wasn't so very weak.
Craig thought it was his fault. Craig had misinterpreted everything, and now thought that it was Spinner's idea for Ash to have the abortion.
It wasn't her fault, but Spinner couldn't help but blame her for Craig being angry at him again. If Ash hadn't been so weak, too weak to even consider the option of adoption, it would have been okay. Craig would still be on his side.
Now Craig was angry at everyone except Alex.
But it wasn't his idea. Craig should have been thankful towards Spinner. If Ash had had her way, she would have lied to Craig, told him that she had miscarried. That wasn't right, was it? No, Craig deserved to know the truth, and Spinner prompted Ash to tell him the truth and everything backfired.
Everything always backfired. He felt like giving up. He had tried once before, and that had backfired too... He wondered if he could manage it this time... if it was worth the repeated pain and grief he'd go through if he failed again...
He shook his head. I needed to talk to someone who would listen, who wouldn't judge untill he knew the whole story.
But no one like that existed in Degrassi...
So he picked up his cellphone and called the closest person to the criteria.
"Mrs. Del Rossi? Is Marco in?"