for a month now i have been lied to. i wonder what you have told me that is actually the truth. You lied and said u loved me and that you would be here for me, but hey when i got sick where were you? you wouldnt have even come over if adam wouldnt have thought of it, and the present his idea too. when i asked you about your feelings for her you ( Read more... )

so things r ok, i feel a lot better. sometimes its funny to see what people have to go through to get where they need to go. i dont know why i keep going down these roads with people that i know i will not end up with. but everyone says that i will end up where i need to be, hopefully that will be in new york, in a tiny crammed apartment, with tons ( Read more... )

im sick, and i had to get my blood taken.... all i do is sleep, i best not have mono

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i put some cute pictures of the weekend on there and i dont want to have to do it again so if u want to look just check them out!

kaitlins b-day was sweet on saturday..... all i have to say is damn i have some sweet friends! ben im so glad u came. nick.....god u rock! KAITLIN wahooooo for birthdays ( Read more... )

And I'd give up forever to touch you ( Read more... )

so i just got back from shopping with adam and nick. that was fun. nick drove very nicely as always, then adam tried to kill us down this ditch thing. the mall was fun, except for some neon orange shoes i liked what i saw. it was great to see nick, i wish i saw him more. i swear he is the greatest guy a live, i am a lucky gal! School is good, the ( Read more... )

so today i was talking to adam and he told me that nicks parents didnt really have anything nice to say about me..... ya wow. i really was shocked, i think i am a pretty nice girl and i was not wearing any offensive clothes, but i am no kayla (their neighbor that talks like a man) it really upset me cuz i know when my parents didnt like adam that ( Read more... )

so this weekend was long.... kaitlin, nick and adam and i went goofy golfing and bowling, i lost every game... lol im a loser. then we went back to kaitlins and hung out then to nicks and hung out. it was really fun. nick gave me his yellow ball to keep and that was cool. i drove adams truck, and hit a curb ( Read more... )

um school was good, im tired and i cant wait for the weekend that means i get to sleep in... score. lately everyone keeps saying "wow gab you are really pretty" so thats nice and all but they say it like they r shocked like i was nasty before and i have changed.... hum i think that i always look the same not ugly but nothing special. hum, maybe i ( Read more... )