i cant even handle this anymore. i need to vent. i am at work and LUCKY me, i get to be the first to telll her how we all feel. her boyfriend gets all the time and we get the shaft. we all feel it but i seem to be getting the brunt of it because i am the one to say the first thing and i am the "judgemental" one who hates everyone, yah not. alex ( Read more... )

YEEE HAWW!!!! today was definitely the last day of school until i get back from mexico.....so stoked! and since my last entry i am doing much better...all the confusion has passed. I AM MOVING FORWARD....so what happened is welll. when i said i was going back to my past i meant steven. for a minute there i thought i still loved him, and in ways i ( Read more... )

oh man. why cant i just be happy with life. i mean i have almost everything to make me happy, but theres still something missing, which shouldnt even matter, but it does. i tell myself i am happy and most of the time i am except when i wake up in the morning, and when i am alone in my room. i dont know what i want though. i still dont know if i am ( Read more... )

i got this from katherine, who got it from lauren. maybe we should hang out ladies so we arent so bored that we do gay little surveys to pass the time ( Read more... )

So you know how those commercials end in "SEE SAW" well i strongly recommend against it. It was probably the most perverted movie i have ever seen, i mean honestly who the hell thinks up that kind of shit. not worth seeing, especially if you dont like blood. in one of the scenes this girl wakes up with this crazy contraption stuck on her head ( Read more... )

"It's hard to be around you because of this silent awkwardness that we have come to drape ourselves in. It's harder to watch you hit on other girls when my feelings have not yet completely drown. But it's murder to know that I'm nothing in your eyes, and that the thought of speaking a word more than "hey" isn't a question in your mind, and that the ( Read more... )

hip hip hooray! i am so stoked that its friday....especially since today definitely feels like a monday, and i am all rested up for the weekend, considering i went to bed at 8:45 last night....aww yeeaaaah. i am still kinda sick though...ugh. my whooping cough is getting worse, but my nose is clearing up...nasty i know ( Read more... )

oh man i havent been here in a while. typical wednesday night. i am at work getting way bored i decide to get on the computer and cant focus on anything else. especially not tonight. i am not feeling so hot, my head hurts and i am coughing and yuck its nasty ( Read more... )

yah so i am definitely in fourth period, critical skills. we never do anything in this class like honestly i have put zero effort into this and i have like 107%. anyway. i just need to talk so i am doing this instead of whatever assignment she gave us. it's not that i'm not happy, it's just that i am not satisfied in all the aspects of my life. i ( Read more... )

"i'm ruled by my own heart and my own spirit"- oprah winfrey ( Read more... )