at the moment im abit depressed...i know why and everything..but its not like i can fix it nor do i want to put the effort into fixng something that will just occur over and over again...nothing has change but nothing ever does! oh well...i guess ill try to cheer up but most likely i wont...but its ok...everyone has already labled me "the emo girl ( Read more... )

well yeah, nothing is going right anymore...everything is just bad! and its really starting to bother me...but theres nothing i can do ( Read more... )

Well i started my day out with a nice cold shower and im sure u know wat i did hehe! THen i walked out and see heathers mom across and couldnt help it and wet myself! i dont know everytime i see her i cant controll myself! Then i went over alex house and while they watched chris play a game i went and tied his mom up it was kinky! well i gotta go ( Read more... )

well i really havent updated in awhile..so i guess ill do that now..well not alot has been going on...alittle bit of drama....but nothing i couldnt handle i guess ( Read more... )

ok this week as been nothing but full of drama....me and alex are still kinda fighitng i guess we both still want to be together but i dont know...im so confused..i dont know wat to do anymore..im sick of being sad and depressed over this though...but i love him so much that i can put up with the whole sadness thing....but yeah i dont knwo i still ( Read more... )

so yeah im grounded that means i cant do anything for i dont know how long... oh it sucks....well they took away my online but then my dad realized that how miserable i am knowin i wouldnt be able to talk to alex or my freinds...so yeha i can be on but thats about it thats all the freedom i get i guess form what he tells me its weird i didnt ( Read more... )

so yeah im a bit on the depressed side this morning..and im not sure why ( Read more... )

i learned that nothing in life gets better it just gets worse...

well in my dads words "my life is over now" wow i just woke up and got yelled at oh and its not gunna stop! well i cant go on the computer anymore cuz hes taking my life away he said....sorry...so i guess i cant do anythng as well now....
god this sucks! well i got to go....

well yesterday was not so good nor was like the last 3 months of my life...well yeah alot of drama has been coming up i guess....im sorry to everyone that i was fighting with such as heather and alex and other people...i dont know i just havent been happy lately but then again im rarely happy anyways so it doesnt matter! umm..yeah today im ( Read more... )