i am not weak
i'm just experiencing a period of weakness.

can't.get.myhumps.out.of.my.head.
must.stop.the.noise.
help.
please

*everything familiar just turned foreign

oh&fluttering heart - reading the past and knowing the outcome...
but, for what it's worth, my insight was spot on, just had a habit of second guessing...
[noted]

and where does it get me? because here i am. here i am again.

i'm suddenly afraid to change my brain ( Read more... )

i made the mistake of going back to the beginning of this journal and i've only made it through the first month and a half. i was feeling all unsteady and tiptoeing carefully when suddenly i saw the july 3rd, 2001 entry of 2:15a ( Read more... )

chronic hepatitis?
prognosis varies from dog to dog
at least he's back home with me.


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chance is in liver failure
we took him to critical care this morning

i can't stop crying.

they wanted to hospitalize my dog today, put him on an IV in a small cage
but i have him home instead
drinking pedialite and gently having his tummy rubbed

some kind of liver problem
won't know until the blood tests come back
it's hard..trying to swallow around this lump

i am tired.

ok so, on tuesday night my tv stopped working ( Read more... )