UGH.

WHY ARE YOU SO HARD TO UNDERSTAND.

"Tell me i'm wrong when I say
I can't expect you to stay forever with me
I live for that single moment

I take back everything i've said
You would... those words on your lips
As if they meant anything anyway"

-My Eyes Burn : Matchbook Romance

( work is boring )

you bust your ass for months and bend over backwards for the people who work for you. you give them freedom to do what they want. you give them respect for the work they do. you come in after hours to check payroll to make sure they get paid so that they don't miss their rent. you do little extra things like buy them candies and chocolates and even ( Read more... )

this year i need to:-write more ( Read more... )

okay i'm alive and well again. seems that it was a minor case of stomach and cold flu. thank goodness i have family who loves me very much and makes me food and brings me tea and treats me like i'm 5 years old again. word to your mother for loving familes.

back to the grind today and last samurai tonight.

rockers unite.

oh yeah did i mention that i'm incredibly sick? my eyes and hair hurt. my joints are sore. i have the worst stomach ache ever. and my head feels like it weighs 13 pounds.

goodness i feel like i'm dying.

that freaking rocks.

01. What did you do in 2003 that you'd never done before?
copious amounts of drugs - but it only lasted a little while thank goodness

02. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
no and no

03. Did anyone close to you give birth?
yes - Elizabeth Amber Ronald to my good friends Michael and Eliza Ronald.

04. ( Read more... )

1) i didn't get the job transfer i wanted

2) i dunno where my friends are - we were supposed to hang out today

3) it's cold and ridiculously lonely

i haven't even been awake for an hour yet.

perhaps it's the wine talking or maybe i've never felt so alone in my life. this is the first time i have spent christmas eve alone and it's been none the funner. toasting yourself to cold pizza and a half bottle of white zinfandel speaks pure class. someone came by to drop something off for my parents and asked "why aren't you out partying tonight ( Read more... )