Gabrielle emerges...
I started the evening with a long, luxurious bath,
bath bomb sizzling
skin all exfoliated.
My nails - perfect.
My feet - filed and pumice-stoned.
My hair, pampered and left to dry in
curly, sensual ringlets.
It was my turn last night...
(kink cut)
My outfit and my jewellery were chosen to tantilise, delight, and to allow me to be all I needed to be.
Short grey skirt,
bright red corset,
little black jacket, easy to slip from.
Candles...
wax...
oils...
And the games...
I loved creating the mood. I loved forming waves for my Other to ride along. I loved controlling the scene and dropping, dripping, down the climax for both of our pleasures. I felt womanly, I felt powerful, and I loved my beautiful Other.
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gabriel_le: When this persona started slipping away, I went back to the one who curls into a ball on a couch and who could barely stand being touched. At least I had a break: a break from my gender questions, intimacy questions, and dull/sadder moodiness.
I am told that this would pass...roller-coasting until that point, but that this all will pass.
I look forward to that day.
bath bomb sizzling
skin all exfoliated.
My nails - perfect.
My feet - filed and pumice-stoned.
My hair, pampered and left to dry in
curly, sensual ringlets.
It was my turn last night...
(kink cut)
My outfit and my jewellery were chosen to tantilise, delight, and to allow me to be all I needed to be.
Short grey skirt,
bright red corset,
little black jacket, easy to slip from.
Candles...
wax...
oils...
And the games...
I loved creating the mood. I loved forming waves for my Other to ride along. I loved controlling the scene and dropping, dripping, down the climax for both of our pleasures. I felt womanly, I felt powerful, and I loved my beautiful Other.
------------------
gabriel_le: When this persona started slipping away, I went back to the one who curls into a ball on a couch and who could barely stand being touched. At least I had a break: a break from my gender questions, intimacy questions, and dull/sadder moodiness.
I am told that this would pass...roller-coasting until that point, but that this all will pass.
I look forward to that day.