Okay...i saw a psychiatrist yesterday in accordance with the wishes of the psychologist i saw two days before that. The psychiatrist told me that the psychologist had diagnosed me with a "severe depressive disorder" and that he agreed with her assessment. So now i'm on anti-depressants and my head won't stop swimming...I can't make sense of ( Read more... )

I NEED A GIRLFRIEND! Eh, not really, but it'd be nice...fuck it though. So how are all of you bright shiny people doing? Yes yes, I still live...sorta. My heart was ripped out, but who cares, I didn't have much there in the first place so I suppose it's not a big loss. Although being stuck with an engagement ring sucks a lot...oh well...I can ( Read more... )

I know i'm better at sex than that...someone has to back me up on this...my scores are way too low...i know the bottom is right but I demand a recount on my percentages!!!

The siren's song that is our life has become a redundancy that seems rather inconsistent within itself. Hello, you are self-serving and self-righteous, don't believe me? Then you're dumber than I thought you looked. To complete this equation, please insert something resembling that miniscule intellect that you possess ( Read more... )

I'm on stand-by to deploy to sri lanka...waiting waiting waiting ( Read more... )

I got back from the Phillipines about a week ago, we were there for some humanitarian operations...that's all I feel like saying about that stuff right now. About the girlfriend thing...just let it be for now...I don't really feel like talking about that either ( Read more... )

Okay, about this chick that used to be my girlfriend (Kandi)...damn it all to hell this woman is high fucking maintenance. We're sorta friends again, she's at least talking to me and doesn't sound like she hates me any more than she did while we were dating...she will be the death of me...but I'm going to get her back by god...i spent a year ( Read more... )

I've come to a very big conclusion...every time I get into a good relationship...i ruin it...and why? Who bloody well knows ( Read more... )

yeah, look at that, not worth much, not famous for very long, but people fucking love me, i'm so a mother fucking people person, I fucking shit hot lovable...yes...

Hello people who actually read the stuff I rarely bother to write...not much here at the moment, japan is japan...and japanese people are all american...whatever that means... Still bored...who's fucking idea was it for me to join the military? I still say I'm kicking his ass...stupid japanese, emo-loving homo...I hate him...whoever this Robert L ( Read more... )