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[gabriellagorey]

" My time is up and now I'm left here, to sit and condone..why I was left for dead in the cold all alone. Now I'm stuck in the eery house! No kids,life, or even a spouse! For I have no one to love or talk to..hold hands with and lay close. Now I'm nothing but a direful ghost."

Comments

[ex_wataame890]

that picture is neat
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hmm

[theravenslizard]

that pic is the coolest thing ive seen in a while
thanks for sharing

Freaky pic? Poem...your own?

[sasyladee]

Hey... hope you don't really feel so down and despondent as the poem/lyric would have me believe. Take care of you. Happy dust to ya. Lata.
SaSyLadee

Re: Freaky pic? Poem...your own?

[gabriellagorey]

Heh. Thanks...how have you been?

how have I been....hmmmmmmm

[sasyladee]

Well as you may or may not know I have bipolar disorder and unfortunately I also have borderline disorder.... and I rapid cycle. So emotional roller coaster. When it comes to matters of the heart with my newfound man, Joe (whom I met a month and a half ago), things are great... When it comes to life in general, I feel trapped, and unhappy and realize I need a new life. This one is killing me and suffocating me. I'm depressed lately. Anxious. Not really doing all that well, as I have most others around me believing. I try to hide behind the mask. I do my best... why? To prevent them from worrying and to avoid the questions about why and the advice which I already know in my mind and for so many other reasons. So other than love life, I'm blah... Wish I could feel happy about being alive. Wish I could feel alive. Wish I had a life. How ya doin?
Lata.
SaSyLadee

Re: how have I been....hmmmmmmm

[gabriellagorey]

Sounds just like me...=/ justttt like me actually.