I need to be cuddled really close!I love that feeling =) to be wraped up in someones arms and feel their heart beat.When you slow down or pick up your breathing pace to match theirs...it feels so un-real to me =).Im still waiting for Dave to come and cuddle me though! ::paces back and forth::

Talked to Sean tonight.=) He cheered me up...silly silly boy

You're the one who makes me lay in bed at night and hold my breath praying for the courage to stay breathless until suddenly...it's all over.The nightmare has past and now there is nothing...no one.

Argh...there is nothing to do so I'm just gonna sit here and ramble.I know I won't fucking get much oout of this because I'm boring and due to the boob tube,I forgot how to express my feeelings on paper. Which means: I'm a fucking idiot who can't be creative for over five minutes at a time ( Read more... )

All day long I've had this odd feeling....it feel like I'm dreaming. I'm just sitting back and watching my world crumble before my very eyes and it's to the point where is doesnt hurt. It's past that...I wan't to cry but all I can do is search for the tears. It's like I've gone through so much and I'm finally starting to break down. What an awful ( Read more... )

I shouldnt have trusted Wes Once again. The end...I love people who fuck with me and my life....I TRULY fucking love them.

Changed my backround again. It always changed with my moods now haha...same with my icons. Though I love this icon! ::huggle it::

lol everyone has been telling me that I remind them from Dori from Finding nemo....you know what =. they're right lol

AHA!I have figure out what a....BIRTHDAY suit is! After years and years...now I know! YES FEAR ME!FEAR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Gosh I bought such a pretty black corset =).Oh and I had a dream with Ophelia in it! Some fat guy was trying to get in your pants O! :( lol..