I'm constantly afraid of what people might think of me by the way I say things. If I say them wrong or in a different context that people won't get the true meaning. That's the problem with this journal and I've been trying my best to make it as understandable as possible. But not even thinking of anyone else, and doing this for my own benefit I ( Read more... )

Really a million things are happening at once, it's taken me a couple of tries to actually bring it to words but I'll try my ultimate best. From my past entry, my father was given six months to live, but it ended up only being a few weeks. He was admited into Hospice sometime within the first of the month, it had been to much for my grandma and my ( Read more... )

What if someone told you that you only have six months to live, and that's not something that could actually happen, it could be three weeks, it could be two months, it could be two years. Would you be mad? Regretful? Sad ( Read more... )

I know I'm going to be hung for saying this but I do watch Martha Stewart ONLY because I'm obsessed with the Style Network ( Read more... )

Everyone knows what's going on... so I'm not going to explain it. The court date is this friday, there's a chance that my liscence might be taken away but most likely not. Probley just a really hefty fine and a slap on the wrist, I truly hope. Suspention has been a asswipe, very boring. All I'm doing around here is read fan fics and clean. ( Read more... )

I don't know whether or not to feel angry in a situation that I'm in. One of my close friends, whom I've known for ten years, is starting to go back out with my ex-boyfriend... again. It happened before and I was really angry at her but now I don't know why I am angry. I really thought there was a rule that you can't date your friend's ex- ( Read more... )

Almost done with U.B. and Buff State... getting a little worried with the essays.

Driving in Buffalo is fuunn.. one way streets are bad, they need to put up bigger signs.

Matt is the most adorable person I've ever met.

God bless everyone

The last couple of days have been hectic, to say the least, the last couple of weeks have been hell. I finally realized that I can’t get everything in at the last minute and I need to spend time on projects and essays. The whole relationship thing with Matt is weird, were not togeather but were not just friends. And even if we were, we put a ( Read more... )

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