vindicated, sad i am

Dec 05, 2004 01:23


Hope dangles on a string like slow spinning redemption
Winding in and winding out the shine of it has caught my eye
And roped me in so mesmerizing, so hypnotizing
I am captivated, I am vindicated
I am selfish, I am wrong
I am right, I swear I'm right
I swear I knew it all along
And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well
I am seeing in me now the things ( Read more... )

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don't change gothichippychic December 5 2004, 17:26:12 UTC
don't change ana, its the worst you can do, it will alter your whole existence and you will be miserable- miserable trying to be something you can never fully achieve for the sake of another person. you are right to love yourself as you are, thats a great thing to possess considering most of us wander through life with self hate plastered all over our fate. you can give up your identity for love/passion/lust but will it satisfy you when you are alone at night wondering if that person really likes/loves you for who you are or the person you want others to perceive you as, the person you present yourself as? its not worth it and you really said it when a person will never love you if they don't accept you as you are- dont settle for mediocracy. when you give up your self for another, you really harm yourself; is it really worth it? im still debating that myself, i couldn't really tell you since i dont have any regrets despite the sour turn out.i guess it is worth it ( ... )

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Re: don't change gabrivil December 6 2004, 04:25:49 UTC
oh luc..
i don't plan to change my ways, though loved ones say i have changed a bit.. how so? don't really know. i don't pretend to force anyone to love me, even if i know there is nothing wrong with me. i have accepted the fact that we must wait patientiently for things to come our way, can't force time, can't force people. i won't force myself to acquire more than what God has in store for me...
i have tons of patience and according to my hand, a very long life line... so time works accordingly to my schedule.
as for you, i'm glad you don't regret anything, you are always so positive, i admire the way you see life. i taste days sour and despite the good energy around, there seems to be a blockage of light in my tunnel at times... i go as i see life, never less for no one expects anything from me, the rule of life is if you can't beat them, join them...
i'll see you at work... bye

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arkyn December 6 2004, 15:54:05 UTC
hi there.
ok im missing something i think, ive been MIA from LJ lately but what team are u talking about? Ive seen u write about a team, but im not sure what team this is..
and being in the top 10 in any sport is pretty good..

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hi back gabrivil December 7 2004, 04:18:17 UTC
sorry wilson.. forgot the details.. ok..
St. John's University Men's Soccer team of course!!! They are the best, well they are in the best 8, i love them, what can i say.. I AM A FAN ;}

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Re: hi back arkyn December 7 2004, 15:56:37 UTC
oh ok..see that explains it a little better..now u just seem like a soccer groupie instead of a soccer stalker :p

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Re: hi back gabrivil December 9 2004, 04:35:40 UTC
lol.. stalker.. lol
what can i say.. i am a fan, friend, groupie, stalker. I had the luck to see them in Ohio last winter, 12 hours driving to watch their game and then 12 hours to come back.. i would call that stalking.. lol

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italysprinzess December 8 2004, 05:58:00 UTC
Ana i love u just the way u are too

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my grace gabrivil December 9 2004, 04:15:55 UTC
so do i sweetheart... see you tomorrow at work!!!

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