falling in love hurts
Pairing: Die x Kao , Shinya x Toto, Kyô x Staff member
It all started one week ago. Before he stepped into the last subway to get home, after a nice evening with Die, said Daisuke Andou had kissed him.
And now, a week later, he found himself on Die's kitchen table. In the garden lots of people were celebrating Die's birthday but a few minutes ago Die had grabbed his hands with the word "Help me out for a moment!" The second they entered the kitchen Die had pushed him on the table to conquer his mouth.
He felt so hot and it reminded him of the past. His past with Die.
It's so wrong that I need you
Even after what Die had done to him and how they broke up.. he couldn't shove him away! No, quite the opposite, he returned the kiss. It felt TOO damn good.
As Kaoru heard the laughters from the garden, he got afraid that someone might come in, so he shoved Die away and tried to distract Die "Your friends are pretty loud, won't the neighbours complain?" Die just chuckled "Come on, Kaoru, you know that my neighbours live damn far away!"
A second later Kaoru's mouth was firmly closed again, by Die's own mouth.
It's so wrong that I need abuse
Again loud laughter could be heard and Die pulled away, slightly frustrated "Gosh.. I can not work like this! Let's look what they are doing!" with this words he grabed Kaoru's hand and went into the garden with him.
Kaoru just stumbled after him and looked at the other guests. Totchi, that clinged to Shinya, as always. Kyô, who tried to flirt with a rather handsome girl, which towered him. Behind Kyô was Kyô's secret boyfriend. They both thought noone knew about their relationship but actually Kaoru had seen them make out in the backstags area after one of their concerts.
As he remembered the scene, he remembered his past with Die. How they had made out backstage as well. In the shadows, so noone would find out about them. Maybe the same happened and someone had seen them, but he could care less about it, because he loved it. Loved Die and still did.
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
It all had started before they published "The Marrow of a bone". He had felt so down. So lost and unloved. Yes, this sounded so uncool but despite being a cool Rock Star he was also human. And humans tend to get lonely. Frustrated even!
That's when Die one day appeared at his door. He told Kaoru to cheer up again and that he should remember what he could do, do with his music and that he should put all his stuffed up feeling in their music. It was like his eyes were opened again and he could see clearly again.
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
So Kaoru spent more time with Die. First they just worked on Kaoru's frustration, while composing new songs.
But some day it turned into more.
After a long night, working, drinking and playing stupid games, they suddenly kissed. It was like a fire ran through Kaoru's body.
It turned into a real relationship after that. At least Kaoru thought so... He bloomed again and everybody could see, how happy he was. He was in love. He was out of that deep hole...
just to fall even deeper, as he realized, that Die didnt feel the same about him.
Gosh, how it had hurt him. Kaoru shuddered as he remembered the pain he went through. All the pilled up anger!
But even after what Die had done. He couldn't stop loving him.
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You stopped my tears you brought me love
You held my heart
You held gave me hope as I was near you
Yes, Die had stopped his tears, which he couldn't even shed and brought him love. Just to bring him more tears in the end and crushing all the hope he had.
Really, Kaoru couldn't think about what had Die lend to hurt him so much.
TBC
It all started one week ago. Before he stepped into the last subway to get home, after a nice evening with Die, said Daisuke Andou had kissed him.
And now, a week later, he found himself on Die's kitchen table. In the garden lots of people were celebrating Die's birthday but a few minutes ago Die had grabbed his hands with the word "Help me out for a moment!" The second they entered the kitchen Die had pushed him on the table to conquer his mouth.
He felt so hot and it reminded him of the past. His past with Die.
It's so wrong that I need you
Even after what Die had done to him and how they broke up.. he couldn't shove him away! No, quite the opposite, he returned the kiss. It felt TOO damn good.
As Kaoru heard the laughters from the garden, he got afraid that someone might come in, so he shoved Die away and tried to distract Die "Your friends are pretty loud, won't the neighbours complain?" Die just chuckled "Come on, Kaoru, you know that my neighbours live damn far away!"
A second later Kaoru's mouth was firmly closed again, by Die's own mouth.
It's so wrong that I need abuse
Again loud laughter could be heard and Die pulled away, slightly frustrated "Gosh.. I can not work like this! Let's look what they are doing!" with this words he grabed Kaoru's hand and went into the garden with him.
Kaoru just stumbled after him and looked at the other guests. Totchi, that clinged to Shinya, as always. Kyô, who tried to flirt with a rather handsome girl, which towered him. Behind Kyô was Kyô's secret boyfriend. They both thought noone knew about their relationship but actually Kaoru had seen them make out in the backstags area after one of their concerts.
As he remembered the scene, he remembered his past with Die. How they had made out backstage as well. In the shadows, so noone would find out about them. Maybe the same happened and someone had seen them, but he could care less about it, because he loved it. Loved Die and still did.
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
It all had started before they published "The Marrow of a bone". He had felt so down. So lost and unloved. Yes, this sounded so uncool but despite being a cool Rock Star he was also human. And humans tend to get lonely. Frustrated even!
That's when Die one day appeared at his door. He told Kaoru to cheer up again and that he should remember what he could do, do with his music and that he should put all his stuffed up feeling in their music. It was like his eyes were opened again and he could see clearly again.
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
So Kaoru spent more time with Die. First they just worked on Kaoru's frustration, while composing new songs.
But some day it turned into more.
After a long night, working, drinking and playing stupid games, they suddenly kissed. It was like a fire ran through Kaoru's body.
It turned into a real relationship after that. At least Kaoru thought so... He bloomed again and everybody could see, how happy he was. He was in love. He was out of that deep hole...
just to fall even deeper, as he realized, that Die didnt feel the same about him.
Gosh, how it had hurt him. Kaoru shuddered as he remembered the pain he went through. All the pilled up anger!
But even after what Die had done. He couldn't stop loving him.
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You stopped my tears you brought me love
You held my heart
You held gave me hope as I was near you
Yes, Die had stopped his tears, which he couldn't even shed and brought him love. Just to bring him more tears in the end and crushing all the hope he had.
Really, Kaoru couldn't think about what had Die lend to hurt him so much.
TBC