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Pairing: Die x Kao , Shinya x Toto, Kyô x Staff member
It all started one week ago. Before he stepped into the last subway to get home, after a nice evening with Die, said Daisuke Andou had kissed him.
And now, a week later, he found himself on Die's kitchen table. In the garden lots of people were celebrating Die's birthday but a few minutes ago Die had grabbed his hands with the word "Help me out for a moment!" The second they entered the kitchen Die had pushed him on the table to conquer his mouth.
He felt so hot and it reminded him of the past. His past with Die.
It's so wrong that I need you
Even after what Die had done to him and how they broke up.. he couldn't shove him away! No, quite the opposite, he returned the kiss. It felt TOO damn good.
As Kaoru heard the laughters from the garden, he got afraid that someone might come in, so he shoved Die away and tried to distract Die "Your friends are pretty loud, won't the neighbours complain?" Die just chuckled "Come on, Kaoru, you know that my neighbours live damn far away!"
A second later Kaoru's mouth was firmly closed again, by Die's own mouth.
It's so wrong that I need abuse
Again loud laughter could be heard and Die pulled away, slightly frustrated "Gosh.. I can not work like this! Let's look what they are doing!" with this words he grabed Kaoru's hand and went into the garden with him.
Kaoru just stumbled after him and looked at the other guests. Totchi, that clinged to Shinya, as always. Kyô, who tried to flirt with a rather handsome girl, which towered him. Behind Kyô was Kyô's secret boyfriend. They both thought noone knew about their relationship but actually Kaoru had seen them make out in the backstags area after one of their concerts.
As he remembered the scene, he remembered his past with Die. How they had made out backstage as well. In the shadows, so noone would find out about them. Maybe the same happened and someone had seen them, but he could care less about it, because he loved it. Loved Die and still did.
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
It all had started before they published "The Marrow of a bone". He had felt so down. So lost and unloved. Yes, this sounded so uncool but despite being a cool Rock Star he was also human. And humans tend to get lonely. Frustrated even!
That's when Die one day appeared at his door. He told Kaoru to cheer up again and that he should remember what he could do, do with his music and that he should put all his stuffed up feeling in their music. It was like his eyes were opened again and he could see clearly again.
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
So Kaoru spent more time with Die. First they just worked on Kaoru's frustration, while composing new songs.
But some day it turned into more.
After a long night, working, drinking and playing stupid games, they suddenly kissed. It was like a fire ran through Kaoru's body.
It turned into a real relationship after that. At least Kaoru thought so... He bloomed again and everybody could see, how happy he was. He was in love. He was out of that deep hole...
just to fall even deeper, as he realized, that Die didnt feel the same about him.
Gosh, how it had hurt him. Kaoru shuddered as he remembered the pain he went through. All the pilled up anger!
But even after what Die had done. He couldn't stop loving him.
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You stopped my tears you brought me love
You held my heart
You held gave me hope as I was near you
Yes, Die had stopped his tears, which he couldn't even shed and brought him love. Just to bring him more tears in the end and crushing all the hope he had.
Really, Kaoru couldn't think about what had Die lend to hurt him so much.
Back in the here and now, Kaoru was pulled by Die to some friends that couldn't decide what music should be played. Die joined the conversation very easily.
It was like it always was. Kaoru was at loss and Die in the middle of everybody's attention, which he loved. While Kaoru stood there, silently watching him.
Can you tell me softly
How you always haunt me?
Slowly he pulled his hand out of Die's and went to join Kyô and his secret lover. At least he knew them and could talk to them.
They soon started to discuss some of their resent work, while drinking beer.
Kaoru didn't know how much time past but Die was at his side again, whispering in his ear "Can you help me? I need to get the second BBQ grill out of the stash."
He nodded although he knew, what would happen.
They entered the small stash in the back of Die's garden. Die had once got it, because he wanted to build his own guitars. He thought it would be fun but soon realized that it took much time and was hard work, so he soon got annoyed by it.
Can you help me? Hold me
Come to me now, slowly
As soon as Die closed the door, he pressed Kaoru against the countertop and ravished his mouth. Immediately Kaoru closed his eyes and slung his arms around Die's neck, pulling the younger man closer.
Yes, Kaoru was still addicted to the feeling of Die's body near his own. Die was always so warm, where he was always cold.
You caress me smoothly
Calm my fears and soothe me
Soon Die's hands found their way under his shirt, caressing his sides, which send a shiver over Kaoru's spine. He played Kaoru like his beloved guitars. Pulling and pinching his nibbles, till he started to moan in their kiss.
That made Die smik. He loved to control their leader. He always had and he still enjoyed it very much.
But this was not enough! He grabed Kaoru's ass and lifted him onto the countertop.
Move your hands across me
Take my worries from me
Kaoru yelped in suprise as he was put on the countertop and Die started to pull on his shirt.
"Die!" he whimpered "someone could come in and see us!"
"That didn't stop me or you in the past, why should it now?" Die answered smugly with a lustful grin on his lips.
The shirt was pulled away, thrown somewhere and forgotten by both as Die again started to ravish Kaorus lips with a passionate kiss.
I will sacrifice
All I have in life
Sacrifice, sacrifice
It really felt too good, to be able to run his hands through Die's hair again. His hair was so soft and Kaoru had always loved to play with it, while they had sex.
The heat inside him got bigger every second and he knew his groin was getting harder with every touch of Die's strong hands. Noone would actually believe it, but Kaoru loved to be dominated. Maybe that was the problem why none of his relationships had worked out it the end.
Can you fill me solely
Deeper still and wholly?
With your understanding
And your arms around me?
Die lifted Kaorus legs, kind of rudely, and put them around his hips and rubbed their groins together.
He liked how it made Kaoru moan even louder and bite his throat.
"Ssscht, you shouldn't be so loud, the others might hear you and check whats going on!" he chuckeled as his words made Kaoru blush furiously. "Gosh, I want to eat you!"
Can you help me? Hold me
Whisper to me softly
Move your hands across me
Take my worries from me
That made Kaoru come back to his senses somehow. "Maybe we should go back. Kyô will get suspious what takes us so long!"
With these words he glid off the countertop without looking at Die and started to search for his shirt.
Die groweled "Oh come on, let's play some more!" and pressed himself at Kaoru's back. He wrapped his arms around him and slid them down to Kao's pants.
Kaoru shuddered as the pain came back full force 'Thats right, I am just a toy to him with which he loves to play!'
He shoved Die's hands aways and stepped towards an half finished guitar, on which he spoted his shirt.
I will sacrifice
Will sacrifice
"Alriiiiight, we still have time!" said Die and got the second grill as Kaoru put his shirt on.
He felt so used.. like he had all these months ago as he had found out the truth....
TBC
Tomorrow will be a flashback of Kaoru again... Stay tuned to find out what happened to the lovely couple
Somehow this turned into a songfic *laughs*
It all started one week ago. Before he stepped into the last subway to get home, after a nice evening with Die, said Daisuke Andou had kissed him.
And now, a week later, he found himself on Die's kitchen table. In the garden lots of people were celebrating Die's birthday but a few minutes ago Die had grabbed his hands with the word "Help me out for a moment!" The second they entered the kitchen Die had pushed him on the table to conquer his mouth.
He felt so hot and it reminded him of the past. His past with Die.
It's so wrong that I need you
Even after what Die had done to him and how they broke up.. he couldn't shove him away! No, quite the opposite, he returned the kiss. It felt TOO damn good.
As Kaoru heard the laughters from the garden, he got afraid that someone might come in, so he shoved Die away and tried to distract Die "Your friends are pretty loud, won't the neighbours complain?" Die just chuckled "Come on, Kaoru, you know that my neighbours live damn far away!"
A second later Kaoru's mouth was firmly closed again, by Die's own mouth.
It's so wrong that I need abuse
Again loud laughter could be heard and Die pulled away, slightly frustrated "Gosh.. I can not work like this! Let's look what they are doing!" with this words he grabed Kaoru's hand and went into the garden with him.
Kaoru just stumbled after him and looked at the other guests. Totchi, that clinged to Shinya, as always. Kyô, who tried to flirt with a rather handsome girl, which towered him. Behind Kyô was Kyô's secret boyfriend. They both thought noone knew about their relationship but actually Kaoru had seen them make out in the backstags area after one of their concerts.
As he remembered the scene, he remembered his past with Die. How they had made out backstage as well. In the shadows, so noone would find out about them. Maybe the same happened and someone had seen them, but he could care less about it, because he loved it. Loved Die and still did.
You are my one true love
You are the voice that is so sweet
It all had started before they published "The Marrow of a bone". He had felt so down. So lost and unloved. Yes, this sounded so uncool but despite being a cool Rock Star he was also human. And humans tend to get lonely. Frustrated even!
That's when Die one day appeared at his door. He told Kaoru to cheer up again and that he should remember what he could do, do with his music and that he should put all his stuffed up feeling in their music. It was like his eyes were opened again and he could see clearly again.
In everything I do, you bring the best out of me
You are my wings to fly
You are the wind beneath them
So Kaoru spent more time with Die. First they just worked on Kaoru's frustration, while composing new songs.
But some day it turned into more.
After a long night, working, drinking and playing stupid games, they suddenly kissed. It was like a fire ran through Kaoru's body.
It turned into a real relationship after that. At least Kaoru thought so... He bloomed again and everybody could see, how happy he was. He was in love. He was out of that deep hole...
just to fall even deeper, as he realized, that Die didnt feel the same about him.
Gosh, how it had hurt him. Kaoru shuddered as he remembered the pain he went through. All the pilled up anger!
But even after what Die had done. He couldn't stop loving him.
I miss you every night, when I close my eyes
You stopped my tears you brought me love
You held my heart
You held gave me hope as I was near you
Yes, Die had stopped his tears, which he couldn't even shed and brought him love. Just to bring him more tears in the end and crushing all the hope he had.
Really, Kaoru couldn't think about what had Die lend to hurt him so much.
Back in the here and now, Kaoru was pulled by Die to some friends that couldn't decide what music should be played. Die joined the conversation very easily.
It was like it always was. Kaoru was at loss and Die in the middle of everybody's attention, which he loved. While Kaoru stood there, silently watching him.
Can you tell me softly
How you always haunt me?
Slowly he pulled his hand out of Die's and went to join Kyô and his secret lover. At least he knew them and could talk to them.
They soon started to discuss some of their resent work, while drinking beer.
Kaoru didn't know how much time past but Die was at his side again, whispering in his ear "Can you help me? I need to get the second BBQ grill out of the stash."
He nodded although he knew, what would happen.
They entered the small stash in the back of Die's garden. Die had once got it, because he wanted to build his own guitars. He thought it would be fun but soon realized that it took much time and was hard work, so he soon got annoyed by it.
Can you help me? Hold me
Come to me now, slowly
As soon as Die closed the door, he pressed Kaoru against the countertop and ravished his mouth. Immediately Kaoru closed his eyes and slung his arms around Die's neck, pulling the younger man closer.
Yes, Kaoru was still addicted to the feeling of Die's body near his own. Die was always so warm, where he was always cold.
You caress me smoothly
Calm my fears and soothe me
Soon Die's hands found their way under his shirt, caressing his sides, which send a shiver over Kaoru's spine. He played Kaoru like his beloved guitars. Pulling and pinching his nibbles, till he started to moan in their kiss.
That made Die smik. He loved to control their leader. He always had and he still enjoyed it very much.
But this was not enough! He grabed Kaoru's ass and lifted him onto the countertop.
Move your hands across me
Take my worries from me
Kaoru yelped in suprise as he was put on the countertop and Die started to pull on his shirt.
"Die!" he whimpered "someone could come in and see us!"
"That didn't stop me or you in the past, why should it now?" Die answered smugly with a lustful grin on his lips.
The shirt was pulled away, thrown somewhere and forgotten by both as Die again started to ravish Kaorus lips with a passionate kiss.
I will sacrifice
All I have in life
Sacrifice, sacrifice
It really felt too good, to be able to run his hands through Die's hair again. His hair was so soft and Kaoru had always loved to play with it, while they had sex.
The heat inside him got bigger every second and he knew his groin was getting harder with every touch of Die's strong hands. Noone would actually believe it, but Kaoru loved to be dominated. Maybe that was the problem why none of his relationships had worked out it the end.
Can you fill me solely
Deeper still and wholly?
With your understanding
And your arms around me?
Die lifted Kaorus legs, kind of rudely, and put them around his hips and rubbed their groins together.
He liked how it made Kaoru moan even louder and bite his throat.
"Ssscht, you shouldn't be so loud, the others might hear you and check whats going on!" he chuckeled as his words made Kaoru blush furiously. "Gosh, I want to eat you!"
Can you help me? Hold me
Whisper to me softly
Move your hands across me
Take my worries from me
That made Kaoru come back to his senses somehow. "Maybe we should go back. Kyô will get suspious what takes us so long!"
With these words he glid off the countertop without looking at Die and started to search for his shirt.
Die groweled "Oh come on, let's play some more!" and pressed himself at Kaoru's back. He wrapped his arms around him and slid them down to Kao's pants.
Kaoru shuddered as the pain came back full force 'Thats right, I am just a toy to him with which he loves to play!'
He shoved Die's hands aways and stepped towards an half finished guitar, on which he spoted his shirt.
I will sacrifice
Will sacrifice
"Alriiiiight, we still have time!" said Die and got the second grill as Kaoru put his shirt on.
He felt so used.. like he had all these months ago as he had found out the truth....
TBC
Tomorrow will be a flashback of Kaoru again... Stay tuned to find out what happened to the lovely couple
Somehow this turned into a songfic *laughs*